Monday, February 22, 2010

Hurts

I am sorry, but i known the truth. I played so dumb yet so hurt. I heard from someone u said it, U hate me. I am not sure why. I considered u as my bestfren. U promised me we stay friends forever. But now, who has broken the promise?.

Every time, I am hurt. I told u everything, my deepest secret, my deepest feeling and even my weakness. Where no one knws yet u do. U knw everything about me. U can kill me with the weakness u knw. I will definetly die. But I promise u, I can never hate u.

I feel so stupid. I keep thinking and thinking. Yet no answers can I accept for wat I hav done.They said u change. U hav changed. Now I hav realised u are miles away far yet seat next to me.

It was just like any other day,
I am not sure why,
She left without saying goodbyes,
Fare well my good frens.

We were once four,
But now are not,
They left me here,
All alone to spare.

She hates me,
I am not sure why,
She said I steal her fren,
But arent we two frens too.

We cant be bestiie,
Because the hatred in you,
We cant be fren,
If you despise me.

I cant believe we were so close,
Yet now so damn far,
You are so close,
But it feels you are miles away.

Is there true frens?
Who sat with u,
When u cry and laugh?
And cry and laugh with u.

Is there a person who can truly trust,
Is there a person who wont hurt us in the end,
I meet different people as i grew,
All I know they all betrayed me as time passed.

Wishing everytime at 9:00 PM