EY's LiNes

NEW HP~

2010-04-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

my new PHONE!!! N900 :P

AF is so-so

2010-04-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

Watching Akademi Fantasia...and Seriously does who "UNDI" please lah undi yg berbakat...jangan lah undi yg sekadar "KESIHAN" haizzz.....anyway...SHAHIR was so damn HOT...*.*

FriPost title here...

2010-04-16T14:22:00.001+08:00

Pppssttttttt~ writing frm blog gadget~ 17:15 watching the clash of titansss~

HATE LETTER

2010-02-25T13:46:00.005+08:00

Hate Letter
(This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship)

"The great love that I have for you is gone, and I find my dislike for you

grows every day. When I see you, I do not even like your face,the one thing that I want to do is to look at other girls. I never wanted to marry you. Our last conversation was very boring and has not made me look forward to seeing you again. You think only of yourself. If we were married, I know that I would find life very difficult, and I would have no pleasure in living with you. I have a heart to give, but it is not something that I want to give to you. No one is more foolish and selfish than you, and you are not able to care for me and help me. I sincerely want you to understand that I speak the truth. You will do me a favor if you think this is the end. Do not try to answer this. Your letters are full of things that do not interest me. You have no true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me, I do not care for you. Please do not think that I am still your boyfriend."

P.S After reading it, read it back, but read the "BOLD SENTENCE" only!! And U will see how sweet the boy is !!

Watch + Phone = SPY GADGETS

2010-02-23T11:37:00.005+08:00

I was checking for latest phone in QQestore, and I found very extraordinary,for me its is extraordinary, new type of phone, its a watch that u can sent msg and dial number with even listens to song!!!

From LG...

SO NOW STUDENTS, WHO SAID WE CANT BRING WATCHES to school!!! ^^

Hurts

2010-02-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

I am sorry, but i known the truth. I played so dumb yet so hurt. I heard from someone u said it, U hate me. I am not sure why. I considered u as my bestfren. U promised me we stay friends forever. But now, who has broken the promise?.

Every time, I am hurt. I told u everything, my deepest secret, my deepest feeling and even my weakness. Where no one knws yet u do. U knw everything about me. U can kill me with the weakness u knw. I will definetly die. But I promise u, I can never hate u.

I feel so stupid. I keep thinking and thinking. Yet no answers can I accept for wat I hav done.They said u change. U hav changed. Now I hav realised u are miles away far yet seat next to me.

It was just like any other day,
I am not sure why,
She left without saying goodbyes,
Fare well my good frens.

We were once four,
But now are not,
They left me here,
All alone to spare.

She hates me,
I am not sure why,
She said I steal her fren,
But arent we two frens too.

We cant be bestiie,
Because the hatred in you,
We cant be fren,
If you despise me.

I cant believe we were so close,
Yet now so damn far,
You are so close,
But it feels you are miles away.

Is there true frens?
Who sat with u,
When u cry and laugh?
And cry and laugh with u.

Is there a person who can truly trust,
Is there a person who wont hurt us in the end,
I meet different people as i grew,
All I know they all betrayed me as time passed.

Betrayed

2010-02-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

A ray of darkness

I feel a knife has cut through me,
Blood dripping,
and darkness surround me,
A knife called gran amigo.

Believe it or not,
friendship does not last,
When once truly hurts another heart,
mejor amigo dont kill each other.

Cloud run with thunder and lightning,
Rain fall heavily,
Just how I feel inside ,
When u said that nombre.

Do you realized wat u hav done?
Do you realized how hurtful i feel?
Do you realized it kills?
Ofcourse you dont.

Once hurt twice the pain,
When your own comrades hit u wit an arrow,
When your own partner cheat u wit another,
When your own amante is the one who lies.

I can forgive you easily,
But once i forgive,
What if you betrayed me again,
Should I take the risk?

Newwwwwwssssss

2010-01-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Surprisesssss

Well, My matessss (RAFFY :D, Fairuzzz XD, n Azzreena XP), team up to make this Chinese NEy YEar project, so they are coming to my house this FRIDAY!! Well, I am suppose to pick up Raffy at Jamie and head to my home...HEHE Picking up RAFFY and seeing her admire c "PPSSTTT" Majal ku kan liat betapa handsome nya crush mu ani PEAH!! haizz..

Tonight tadi jalan makan arah AYAMKU restaurent yg hotel yg batu bersurat betapa boringnya ceta ku ani...bah tidor tah kamu!! LOL!!!

Essays MIB!!!!!! Ber essay tah jua pelajaran ani!!!

Let see someone cried today not sure while..Ada teacher in practise...kinda surprise everyone, well he is a HE, and kinda weird..for a boy to be in a girls school!! It must be awkward for him tho~ LOL!!!

BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!

2010-01-17T19:32:00.003+08:00

22nd JANUARY!!!

Well my PARENTS promised me that they will buy me PS3 as my birthday gift...but they will only buy it after MY "O"LVL Exam...sadly....anyway..I told them i wanted THE FINAL FANTASY XII!!

Holiday Lovers

2009-12-30T16:00:00.002+08:00

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I call, I speak, I text
What was it for,
Not sure why,
I was waiting for it to come,
Times after times,
I keep dreaming what it might be,
Then it sound a world with u.

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hello brunei

misses malaysia

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LIAR GAME

2009-11-07T20:15:00.004+08:00

LIAR GAME

Is a story based on a MANGA written by Shinobu Kaitani. This is not ur ordinary manga since it test ur thinking skill and also twist ur psychology.

THE STORY:

Nao Kanzaki, an honest college student, receives 100 million yen (about $1,000,000) and an invitation to participate in something called the "Liar Game Tournament". When Nao is easily tricked by her opponent, she turns to ex-convict and genius swindler Shinichi Akiyama for help out of desperation to get the money back. Though Akiyama is reluctant, he agrees to help on the condition that they steal Fujisawa's money as well, and that he takes half the profits as his reward.

Akiyama succeeds in taking all the money and winning the game for Nao. However, Nao and Akiyama's success at the Liar Game is far from over and each time they think the game is over, they are forced to return again with higher stakes. Though initially unwilling participants, the pair choose to continue in the game in order to discover the true nature of the organization involved and to try to free other participants from the Liar Game.

TAKEN FROM WIKIPEDIA

Now there is a season 2 for it. Well, I have been watching this drama over and over again since last year. It was out in 2007. After two years, they are making a new season and also for the ending a movie.

WELL I SURELY CAN'T WAIT!! ARGHH!! AKIYAMA-SAMA!!!

HOT n CUTE

2009-11-04T17:53:00.008+08:00

Cute and Hot ASIAN Actors n Singers
blond and brunette GUYZ

-HYDE-

-HEECHUL-

-JAE JOONG-

-Shirota Yuu-

-GACKT-
(Raffy's Fav)

- Yamashita Tomohisa-

- U-Know YunHo-

-SHOU-

-Miura Haruma-

-Sung Min-

-Kamenashi Kazuya-

-Oguri Shun-

-Akanishi Jin-

-Kanata Hongo-

-Park Jung Min-

-Okada Masaki-

- Ruki-

-Uruha-

Sick

2009-11-04T14:28:00.007+08:00

SICK!!

I can't beleive I am sick during EXAMS and worse today was PHY n MATHS!! Arghh!! Damn U flu!! U make my MARKS DROP!! thanks to u!! If I aint getting top 3 , MY MOM GONNA BANNED me from ever using the INTERNET!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

So here are some FUN COMICs about MATHS and Physics...Have Fun!! (SAY IT SLOWLY)

Dating a VAMPIRE

2009-10-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

My Fav Book of the YEAR

Jessica Guide to date in the dark side

A story about a girl, Jessica, our normal teenage girl whose life is like HEAVEN. Well not really. Suddenly, like any typical books, u got this student exchange. Lucius, our attractive hero from ROMANIA, who suddenly claimed that JESSICA is Antanasia,one of the blue blood,a vampire princess and his long lost fiancee. WHAT THE !?!?!?! and she is to marry him or there is gonna be war between their vampire clans.

SORRY LETTER

2009-10-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

SORRY

To tell u straight to the face,
To speak to you straight to your face,
All the things I try never seems to work,
And now you are avoiding me.

I have known you for years,
We talk almost everyday,
And We were once so close,
And yet so far,

I keep your secrets,
You keep mine,
Although We weren't totally stranger,
Yet we never really know each other.

You are so old and so much mature than I am,
I am too young and so imbecile,
Yet I am very attracted towards you,
But now I am lost of words.

Months have passed,
We haven't talk,
I tried but seems you avoided me,
So now I am saying sorry for what I did to you.

Flying

2009-09-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Once a question been asked,
How do we to answer it,
Once a injured person been recover,
How do we know if he is the victim.

Since these few days , I have been sleeping until afternoon. Amazingly, no one bother to wake me up. I am just writing here for c MIRA about me going back to KL.

MY ANSWER FOR U (MIRA)=

"MANA ADA AKU MAU BALIK, MAJAL WAH SELAHAU MAMA KU KAN BALIK, KO TAU SEMALAM IA KATA AKU SOMBONG! WHAT THE HELL, JUST BECAUSE AKU NDA CO-OPERATE WITH HER MENCARI BAJU ANAK BUAH KESAYANGAN-NYA, U KNOW IA PERNAH BALI DORANG MAINAN YG MAHAL, WHEN AKU MASA DAMIT MANA ADA IA BELIKAN KATANYA MERUGIKAN, WHAT THE FUCK, AND THEN BECAUSE AKU RASA MARAH AND IGNORE HER, SHE SAID AKU SOMBONG!!!! FUCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!SO KAMI BALIK KL THIS SATURDAY, LAST MINUTE DICISION, MULA MULA AKU NDA MAU IKUT,THEN MAJAL IA WAH.....SASAK...H1N1 KALIAH!!!! HAIZZZZZ...."

So now I am thinking to play my PERSONA 4 back...HAIZ...but I can't wait for the new PERSONA 3 PORTABLE a.k.a P3P.

AND THIS ALSO FOR MIRA =

Naruto

2009-09-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

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Missing, Hating and Loving U

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Missing you was not a grudge,
Missing you was not a sin,
Missing you was not a thing,
Missing you was just one of my problem.

Hating you was not the answer,
Hating you was not the question,
Hating you was not in the box,
Hating you was just one of my problem.

Loving you was not a fine thing to do,
Loving you was not a happy thing to say,
Loving you was a mistake I make,
Loving you was just one of my problem,

Keep making me pacing about you,
Keep making me seeing you,
Keep making me think of you,
Maybe One day you will think back.

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I mizz a lot of NARUTO EPISODES, because of my PMB last year. I stop watching it until this month , i havent bought any. But today i bought almost everything that i have missed. I have keep tracking on things hahaha..

- I love HIS DAD!!! SERIOUSLY MINATO is so DAMN HOT and CUTE !!!

- I dont really like SASUKE!! HE is so GAY!! (NOT REALLY)
- Sakura is to sassy keep saying she cant do anything but she really has grown stronger..=MINIATURE "TSUNADE"!!=
- Kakashi ...SERIOSULY I want to see UR FACE!! U keep me waiting for 5 years already!!!
- GAARA..I mizz u!!!!!! Seriously I find his eyes mysterious..
- Naruto grown more HOTTER rather than cute....
- SAI , the new book worm member.. to serious but a gentleman!!!

HE IS NOT GAY!! hahahaha

The Orphan

2009-09-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

Walking Away,
Flying Up High
Seeing more,
Figuring Why!

Well, It is Sunday and tomorrow is CUTI CUTI!! Since, I have 5 days cuti.. That was totally BORING!!! Sitting in the house doing nothing..haiz...so YEAH today we are watching

THE ORPHAN

DAMn the story has a lot of SURPRISES and "SUSPEN" scene. And also content some sexual scene.. This child-actress is a damn one PRODIGY!! She really know how to act like a really mature person. What I heard she begin filming the film when she was 10-11(REAL AGE). I rate for 8.5/10. Anyway, I love her ACTING!!

=====THE STORY=====
A couple who had problem. The wife seem to be a alcoholic after losing her third baby. Who died while was in her stomach. Then they seem to want another child so they adopt from an orphanage. The husband who was the one who seem to take notice of the little girl, Esther, a Russian. She seem kind,well-mannered and bright. After they took her in, she had already get along with the couple second child, MAx who seem to have a hearing problem while Daniel, the couple first born seem find Esther weird. The way she dress and talk. But is Esther really 9 years old , is she wat we think she is?
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Black World

2009-08-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

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Sun still shine on top like any normal days,
We still take our normal ritual,
But what happen when something disturb the pace,
What will happen to the following minutes,
WILL EVERYTHING CHANGES?

So not the day to the my post...My grades have drop critically, and somehow everyone keep asking why...especially my head..the bottommost part of my head has sink to the ground shut...I am not making any sane anymore since .. I have the feeling of

GUILTY
SADNESS
SORROW
LUST
AMBITIOUS
EXTRAORDINARY
FEAR
SELFISHNESS

this last few weeks. These feelings have taken most part of my head. The truth that i have craved for...i have learned what i should not..i have known what i should not beleive .. but i wanted to know everything more.. Known a world that no mortal should enter..

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Starting to write a new plot again..hermm ...

2009-08-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

A FICTION STORY

Lace & Lust
(Chapter 1 : Our Meeting,Our Memories and Our Missing)

I was walking in the snow going home from the shrine. It was a long walk and the cold breeze making me shiver. Suddenly, I spotted an USAGI (RABBIT). I went to its place trying to cactch it but it ran away. I chased it then something scary hairy looking creature came from behind the usagi and caught it. I was so scared that I ran as fast as I could!! The creatures was following me!!

"ARGHHH!!!" I shouted waking up from my nightmare. That dream has hunted me for years. That place, the path and the sorrowful night. How I wish I could forget everything happen that day. I looked at the time and it was exactly 10! Damn, I am gonna be late for the press.

My manager was downstar waiting for me in her BMW 5 series car. Annoyingly, it was suppose to be myn. But because I hav no LICENCE she used it.ARGH! I am going to take a break from the show-biz for a while. I wanted to be normal again, have a normal life, a normal friends and if I am lucky enough to even get a steady relationship!

We have arrived to Wentz Hotel. As soon as I arrive everyone was doing the make up and picking my dress. Before the conference starts. As soon as it start I have to become someone else, in other words to act my ways.

"Miss Riss what are you hoping for this BREAK?" the reported asked me.

"Well, I am just hoping to clean my name for the time being and lived far away, where no one knwos me, if that place exist." I answered him. While some people were laughing. As if my name is know known world-wide..if not world wide at least in ASIA."After all the gossip has turned sour and disappear then I may come back." I continued.

"What were you thinking about the scandal that you sleep with your co-acter?" an muchy fat reporter said.

"YEAAH!!! We have pictures you come out from his room!" Another reporter persueed.Others followed giving others details about that damn gossip.OWh hear we go again..!!!

"PEOPLE QUIET" my manager suddenly break the argumeent.

Then I finally answered with my pride and dignity, "I was not sleeping with him, I was going to his room for practise. We were practise overnight. I am an underage and sleeping with someone who is almost ten years older then me is agains the law. I have my own laws too that is keeping my pride. ANd my pride is mine not to be crash nor smash!" while smilling to the reported. So what I sleep with the co-actor, this is modern PEOPLE!! Who cares about saving it for marriage.BAKA.

After the conference had ended. I went back to my apartment to pick my things and ready to take the midnight train. My manager planned it so no one would know where we are going. To make matter interesting, I, myself do not know where we are going.

We go to the station then I noticed the destination was at Yonzoi, my old village, that scary memory.

"NOO" I shouted. "I dont want to go there. That place give me creeps"

"That the only place we can go. It is ur old village. Chop-chop, the train is leaving. We have to hurry!" My manager reply.

I stomped my feet and said "I am not GOING!". But she gripped my hand really hard and dragged me into the train. DAMN!! SHE IS STRONG. I remember I swear not to go back to this village. Painfull memory are going to me again as i flashed back what happen at that time.

TO BE CONTINUED!

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CHARACTER

Rissete "Risa" Yamagi, 16
- Our main CHARACTER
- Very egoist and charasmatic
- Mix blood so not ur typical next door. EXTREMELY CUTE and PRETTY!!
- A Gravure model,actress and singer (A complete celebrity progidy)She can do almsot everything. >.<

Hiro yamada
-Our main male character
-Playful and attractive
-But very mysterius
- pervert sensei
-Teaches History

2009-08-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

Believe in WAT!!!!!
In FAITH and MIRACLE?
Like that really happening..
Sory to say I STOP BELIEVE such thing!!!!!!!

Hell life...YEAH right now..I am screwing everything..watever is there in the SHYTHOLE...

So I heard from my frens they had chosen all the 6 people..wat can i SAY more than CONGETS..YEAH CONGRETS really from my heart haha...

Life becoming more wilder this time...

I am sorry to say this BUT I AM NOT GONNA BELEIVE IN ANYTHING ANYMORE ..

GOT it (to)
- Mira
-Raffy

hahaha THIS tym the mask has fallen off!!! So MEET the REAL YUL!!

Another NEW DRAMA

2009-07-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

I found a castle,
Flouting above all,
The biggest it seem,
The lightest it weigh,
Is it Miracle?

Outing with my parents again ...hunting for "KEDAI JAHIT" since my Baju Raya balum ditempah...so we went here and there...until there this one shop still accepting BAJU RAYAS...yeah..luckily we found a shop after a week hunting the tailor (LAIN BUNYINYA)..then lator on the KEDAI CD lagi...and I BOUGH 4 NEW DRAMAS ...*JAPANESE DRAMA*

-Atashinchi No Danshi-
(a 20 y/o girl married to a man who has a month left to lived. After he died she has to lived with his 6 adopted sons or not she is gonna pay back 100MILLION YEN)

-Boss-
(A beautiful career woman who just return from U.S. searching for a husband , somehow she cant understand a man heart, anyway for more info GO SEARCH AT DRAMAWIKI)

-VOICE-
(About Five medical students and their challenges to become a succesful surgeon/doctor/professor??)

-God-Hand Teru-
( A young man who wanted to become just like his father , a brilliant surgeon and devoted to never let his patients die. But He has a special power to save people in different way than just using the medicine)

Well, School day , Me and Raffy were selected for this One year programme to Japan but sadly when we come back to Brunei we have to repeat a year.Haiz. So we both rejected.

Luckily, there this another PROGRAMME to JAPAN later on November. But the programme are for students under 15. So ME and IFFAH (4B) were selected. T.T . SO PEOPLE PLEASE PRAY THAT I CAN GO TO JAPAN!!!

BTW, Raffy ingat JANJI kita nanti BELAYAR keliling DUNIA!!!!!

Sunday Cinema

2009-07-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

-Bubbly Sunday-

Once a knight,
Miss a fight,
He shall be curse,
To live eternity.

Me, Mira, Mamat and Yana watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince...Well it was kind a sad, Albus Dumbledore died and all that......Somehow confusing how Professor Snape can be the Half Blood Prince.. I never would guess it was him, I though maybe it must be Tom Riddle again using different name. And Ron keep snogging or i may say kissing well somehow it was kind like making out with this awful-so not cute--unatracctive-stupid Lavender Brown...seriously she is so not cute..I pity Hermione, SERIOUSLY Won-Won(Lavender call him that) WAKE UP she LIKES you, She is so like into you. DUMB GUY!

Well the show was like more than 2 HOURS....so after that we went around and around mall, went outside to KEDAI UNITEK (atu kah namanya??!) to search for MORE JAPANESE drama but sadly, I did not find any. So we just window shopping or I would call CD-Hunting.

Owh yeah I forget to add, HOW MIRA WAS SO SO SO SO SHY!!! haha .. I keep teasing her with Mamat and she keep hitting my hand , the other hand , the right hand to be exact, since my left hand is RAFIAH PUNCH BAG while the RIGHT is MIRA's... Soon before I reach 20 both my hands gonna be paralised(NAUZUBILAH) ...

After that, We makan makan at KFC. MAMAT belanja baru tu sekali MAMAT belanja!! RUGI RUGI wahahhaa.....kan atu wah tu tunjuk GENTLEMAN rah MIRA wahahhaa.....So kami ORDER pun banyak ler...wahahaha..puas haha..TAPI yg hairan nya C Mira bayar sendiri..==

Later On we naik atas again at second Floor and I bought 3 NEW ANIMESSSSSS!!!Well for me, kalau nda beli ANIMES nda sah jalan wah haha....

-White Album-

-Maria Holic-

-Kurokami The ANIMATION-

P.S. THANKSSS YOU TEACHER ROSE FOR BELANJA-ING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Squeeze the BANANA

2009-07-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sitting here waiting for rain,
Standing there waiting for sunshine,
Where could You be?
While I am here waiting for u.

Today, We got our report card. Since Me, Raffy and Fairuz majal arah SIR....haha then ia pun bagi.Not gonna tell wat I got, since BURUK wah markah ku.Iatah dalam Bahasa Melau Brunei ku tulis ani wahaha...

Went Home, TIDOR , msg-ing TEACHERS ....ngacau dorang sekejap wahaha..then jalan..beli tickets Harry Potter...since Teacher Rose said that I hav to collect it by today or our book will be CANCEL..so Pick it up then makan at the MALL ...jalan kedai CD bought another JAPANESE DRAMA XD

The MAKEOVER (Nobuto Wo Produce)

Kiritani Shuji is the popular guy who gets along with everyone, from the jerks to the nerds to the just plain weird. The one person Shuji cannot stand is Kusano Akira. To Shuji, Akira is just plain annoying. He laughs, talks and acts funny. Things heat up when a new student comes to school. Her name is Kotani Nobuko, a girl who has no self confidence at all and is content at being made fun of and bullied in school. Shuji and Akira come to an accord that in order to make use of their "youth" they will "produce" Nobuko as the next popular girl. One of the conditions, however, is that nobody should find out that they are working together as a team to make this concept possible. Unveiled here is the story of true friendship between three unlikely candidates who would not have been friends if not given the special circumstances. (FROM DRAMAWIKI)

ANYWAY,
I mizz c GOOFY
..haha..boring mana tia anak atu...

-------My FREN comments about GOOFY and ME---

Seumpama BUMI dan LANGIT
(by MIRA)

Like the sun and the moon
(by RAFFY)

U RUle

2009-07-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

Trembling in fear,
Praying for forgiveness,
What have done,
Cannot be erase.

"A sadness life will still go on. A happy life will end."

A SAD and HAPPY ending.

Once a story FINISH another start.

A week may u be lucky,
A month may u be hell,
Kiss goodbye to ur love one,
And say hello to ur sanctuary.

O.o

IN SCHOOL WAT DID I DO/WAT HAPPEN

- Add maths discuss the CINEMA
- Physic Sir keep bullying me since I keep annoyed him wit my 1001 QUESTION.(SIR U STILL UTANG ME THE SIMS haha apakan)
- English more works to do.
- Biology ...Study about the difference between Red Blood Cell, White Blood Cell and ......apa tu.
-Chemistry We investigated GASSES O.O ...And plan how to RoB a bank in the FUTURE hahahhaha and our MASTER MIND is OUR SIR!!!! hahahhahahaha
- Went to LIBRARY check Schools YEARBOOKS.

Persona 4

2009-07-09T18:21:00.001+08:00

A vow to be truly, Respect to Oneself, Fulfill our destiny, And then it will shine.
What to talk about this WEEK. Well our exam papers has been given back. How I hate that. Not gonna post the mark because its DAMN DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT.

Owh Yeah , A letter to RAFFY

Dear Raffy, You almost broke my hand after hitting me a thousand and one times during English lesson, although I was laughing all along since I have no idea why I was laughing even it was not funny maybe I have a must-laugh disease or a laugh-non-stop disorder. Which is not come by hereditary just somehow happen to be a lead of unconsciousness. And Please do not worry I have no idea what I am talking about. I watched Koizura again this afternoon and again I did not cry just like what you said maybe I really have no feeling (THAT STUPID) or maybe my feeling is too deep that it cannot reach, Well something like that I guessed. So I have no idea why I am writing this letter to just to passed time, I guess again! XD

P/S: OUCH !! IT HURTS SEE HOW ALL MY HANDS BECOME RED!! hahaha kidding

I am addicted to PERSONA 4, The game I am showing below. For someone who has a PS2 I really recommended you to go BUY this game.Seriously, it may look a little boring at first but after u step into its world, You will never have enough sleep again .OWH YEAH YOU CAN DATES GIRLS TOO HERE!! haha

The others are some scenes of PERSONA 4

THE CHARACTERS ARE FROM LEFT TO RIGHT:

Teddie. Rise,Yosuke,NOT SURE WHO YET SINCE I HAV NOT MET HIM/HER,Kanji, Protagonist(YOU), Chie and Yukiko.

BoOks

2009-07-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

WORDS OF WISDOM I LOVE

"Life is a journey"

"Knowledge is our treasure"

"To play hide and seek, You have to hide your goods and seek more"

"A genius does not mean it has the knowledge of all but to have the experience too"

"We are born to be equally to each other"

"Once a difficult life can run to a smooth and happy end"

"A happy end lies a new beginning an welcoming chapter"

"Know too little is a useless person but knowing to much is dangerous person"

"Do not go to the past and move on to the future, You may never know what lay ahead"

swine FLU

2009-07-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

Where we once this failure?
A drop of ice melt to dust.
Do Miracle happen?
Or is it just a new live starting.

I see not believe the truth from hear,
I see to believe from one self then to know from other,
I speak from a theory to where it is true,
I do not speak from which I found to be amused of.

Days has passed, Owh How I miss going to school.
But the swine flu has break out tremendously.
Let pray altogether so it would stop.
Now thats the only thing we could do.

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H1N1 FLU HIT BRUNEI

93 CASES and 1 DEATH

Its been just two weeks and the number rose bombastically ....and Worse one had died because of this deathly flu...

For PEOPLE out there please be careful and reduce your social activities.

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2009-06-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

Just some random note that caught my eyes

Tick and give a reason(why and when)

[X]gotten detention = In Primary school....I hated studying that time wa..so always never hand in my hw XD

[]gotten your phone taken away in class = I hide my phone very well hahaha XP

[]gotten suspended = I am good girl :D

[X]gotten caught chewing gum = I think it was on Ugama subjects...the teacher was so boring and hello we had to go to school during holiday...this happen in form 1 tho haha.

[]gotten caught cheating on a test = I don't cheat, I have a brain OK haha..cheating is so not cool.

Total : 2

[]arrived late to class more than 5 times = I always arrived early..

[x]didn’t do homework over 5 times = When I was primary school yeah..hey a kid need to play....its the most relaxing time of ur childhood memories....XD

[]turned at least 3 projects in late = I liked projects always done it first..

[X]missed school cause u felt like it = Herm..since no belajar why need to go...always done that a lot of times hahahaha....

[X]laughed out so loud you got told of = We were making different noises at that time and this classmate of myn make a very weird noise...damn i can still hear it echoing in my ears haha...

Total : 5

[]got your mum/dad/anyone to get you out of school = ........wat do u mean? Dont get this question , when i am in trouble or wat?

[]texted people during class = never done this before haha...i will try doing it next time then haha

[x]passed notes = Who never done this?? O.O Every students must hav atleast done this once!

[x]threw stuff across the room = We were fighting making paper plane and paper stars than we throw it to eachother. It was the War of Papers (apakan)..Done this Primary School.

[x]laughed at the teacher = Wat did she do again owh yeah, she fell down then said "SHIT"...but the teacher was very sporting no harm done...

Total : 8

[]pulled down the fire alarm/fire extinguisher = I never did this but I know someone who did this hahaha..apakan...

[x]went on myspace,facebook,xanga,etc on the computer at school = Hahaha....Sir said OKEY mahhh..

[x]took pictures during school hours = BORING that time so just took pictures...Further Information No teacher WAAA!!

[]called someone during school hours = NOO wayyyy........haha...

[x]listened to an ipod,cd,etc...during class = During add maths lessons....haha....EXTRA CLASS waaa....

Total : 11

[]threw something at the teacher = I would never do that...too mean..

[x]went ouside the classroom without permission = My friends shouted "SNAKES" everyone ran outside ..but there were no snakes...someone put a long-snake-alike rubber doll (ANTAM)

[X]break the dress code = Boring Uniform just add some colours XD

[x]failed a class = I failed my Ugama in form 1 .. I got 30% over hundred ..damn..hahaha

[x]ate food during class = Sometimes haha...u hav to fill ur stomach laaa!

total : 15

[X]gotten a call from school = asked me to attend the prize presentation hehehe

[X]couldn't go on a field trip cause u behave badly = the teacher choose someone else bcz I didnt hand my HW (SEKADAR ATU WAHHH)

[x]didn't take your stuff to school = I forgot to bring my pencil box a lot of tyms haha

[X]gotten a detention and didn't go = My parents picked me up haha...so...went home haha ..happened in PRIMARY SCHOOL!!

[x]stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking = She was cursing us saying we are bunch of stupid students just because we were in the fourth class HELLO didnt she notice i beat the FIRST class result..wat an arse hole!

[x]cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear = the teacher heard but she laugh haha We were guesing a game..she said did u know wat the guy was wearing than I said "FUCK U" than all the class laugh..but the answer was correct..My teacher said "YES"..hahaha and laughed..

total : 21

[X]faked your parents signature = was in a hurry, i forgot to asked my dad to sign it waa..

[x]slept in class = It was free lesson noting to do..so I sleep haha..

[]cursed at a teacher to their face = I hav manners haha...

[x]copied homework = I am still doing that till now hahaha..

total : 24

MULTIPLY BY THREE:
=72%

"WOW I screwed 72% of my life in school hahaha..."

Phone

2009-06-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

A New Hand phone

My father said He is gonna buy me a new handphone, but I don't know what to choose. He asked me to choose either N97 and IPhone 3G. But I like both of them.

N97

Apple IPhone 3G

Today, I always felt dizzy, I guess its because of the flu-season. Both My cats, Tokio and Ajj, got the flu. I guess I got it from Tokio since she sleep wit me every night. F.Y.I I am scared to sleep alone so I sleep wit my cat, Tokio XD.

Just Now, Luckily Mamat got to confessed his love to U-Know-Who, but that U-Know-Who computer was lagged so still in recoveration for another sitcom of their love story.APAKAN.

Tomorow I am off to Bangkok... So see you guyz...I AM GONNA MIZZ U SO MUCH..

I wont forget to buy u souviners laaa!! SO be happy......

Wayang-ing

2009-06-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

Blood: the last vampire

Going to the empire, well , How do i start this.

At first I was hoping to see Mira there but since kita tidak takdir di jumpa so yeah haha. Lain bunyinya. It was Fadli idea to watched it haha..We just go along wit it.. He booked the tickets but I am the one who paid them.

At first, We almost cancel the plan because something mischevious came up. Initially there were four of us watching (me, Fadli, Mamat and Yana) but then because of mishap now they are five adding my little niece,KAKA.

We sat at ROW N...Atas kali wah..haha...and we were the first to came. We make a lot of noises in there and treat the cinema like ours. haha. Setai kami wah. Then when other people came in there this person setai marah nya kami haizz...OWH yeah i forget to add...THIS IS BECAUSE OF MIRUL MSG-ing ME...I was replying his msg while walking to the toilet...as i was walking i realised I ACCIDENTLY went in to the MAN toilet..Why the hell didnt YANA and KAKA shout or atleast tell me. But luckyly there were no one inside the toilet...hahaha..

The Movie was great since it is from Japan's Anime ..Sorry I am an ANIME FREAK (WHO CARES) . A lot of wicked scene. The first few minutes already surprised me..haiz..damn..But still I dont get the ending How Saya stuck into another dimensional.

After the show end, We hang out at the POP CORN cafe (I dunno wat to call it so yeah), haha then c Fadli told us to go home at about 9.30 PM. So we just chit chat there. Then I think we were searching for Empire Chocolate . I never knew it existed , if Fadli didn't tell us. So we went out.

Tapi Kaka c Fadli sudah ada and masa atu alum jam 9.30 PM haiz haha. So we had to say good bye to Fadli and his sister and her boyfren (ada kah bf nya masa atu??). While waiting for my dad to pick up. Mamat was making this weird stunts and realy if he did fall down or CUAI seriously I DUNNO U MAMAT!! haha.He even act like he was a monk infront of the gate. I still dunno How U Like Him!!(U KNOW WHO U ARE) hahahaha..

Later, when my dad arrived we dine in arah WYWY restaurant before sending KAKA home. We reached home around 11 PM.

P/S: For the person who like MAMAT, C Fadli tahu ko suka c Mamat. Hahahaha...sory..My mouth slipped.

P/S/S (is there such thing?): Mamat was searching for you non-stop!!! And boy was he sad when he knew u already went to the MALL!!!

This was the poem written from the person who like Mamat (SHE KILL ME IF I WROTE HER NAME)

I cannot beleive that love would come to me,
At this young age,
I decided to let it flow easily,
Like a bird to fly freely from it's cage.

I do not choose a person from his look,
Or even from his appearance or style,
As I write my story in my diary book,
I realised my heart can be easily fragile.

I devoted my likeness to someone.
Quite heartily and sincerely,
So that all could understand and see,
That my likeness goes to Shafiei only.

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THE END
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Fried English Day

2009-06-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

The World is Black,
But not that dark,
The world is White,
But not that pure.

Life is uneasy. People hates you. But you don't know why. Strange things keep occurring without giving detail at first and just go as it wish.

Friday, 12th June

I had to go to tuition after taking a long break because of my mid-year. So, for 3 weeks missing damn I miss my teacher and my tuition-mates. Coming in the class everything was fine until c L came....She suddenly was in a bad mood..and was not happy to see me..As I was a freak...For god sake what the hell did i to to her.

After that, the other two boys came. I sat with my two friends c B and M like always. While c L sat wit the boys. As class start Mrs. "" was teaching summary. Suddenly, she asked c L to sit with me but then c L rejected. So I was getting hints.

Later that day, C M told me that after I have been long gone c L has always been alone..Now that I was here she was mad because.....Than teacher came so she cannot continue what she wanted to say...DAMMIT...What happen when I was gone.

C L started to mimicking me everything i said in class..Until I became really annoyed..What an ARSEHOLE...I had a very bad afternoon because of her.I wish she go away.ARRGHH change class or watever....

A Poem for HER
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Dark as witch,
Clear as water,
We once a friend,
But now a foe.
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POEMS

2009-06-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

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Friendship Poems

Was the world this dark?
Was the world this white?
Was it full with devils?
Was it full wit angels?

Feeling alone being alone,
It did not make me bored
Nor did it make me happy,
I had all I wanted and nothing more.

But why do i feel i am missing something,
But what is it?
What is missing?
Was it you?

Do I need someone to care?
Do I need someone to notice?
Friendship is wonderful,
But will it last?

Befriending them was nice,
I feel thrilled to learn new thing,
But they used me
So I cursed them back and never did I want them.

I hate them till now i still does,
Try to trusted someone but the feeling of scared was still there,
So I went back to my own hide-out,
Waiting to be rescued.

I feel pain and dark,
I did not care,
Then an angel shining came,
Why is it here? What does it want?

The start of a new beginning,
The end of the past,
The welcoming of new light,
That will always shine.

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Life was boring but not anymore.....Hahaha....wit friendship.....U last long..A person cannot live by himself he may died.....everyone need someone.....

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SECRET OF MY HEART

Starlit the night above the roof tops,
I sit and think, What words could show you how I feel?
Our happy times were they real? So I wonder.

Shooting star falls as if to tell a happy end,
Will come because your by my side always a smile,
But all the while, there's still one thing inside, that I cannot tell you.

Secret of my heart, When can I ever start?
Never any doubt, knowing how someday I'll say I love you,
It will shine on though, my love will shine out true.
Give a little time, I'm looking for a sign,
You know I'm waiting for a chance.

So quite now, winds whisper true to me,
I feel a need, to scream out loud these things I feel,
Celebrate this love I can't reveal I can't show you.

So here we are, together once again you seem to walk,
This little distance from my side your face its seems so sad,
I wonder what you hide I wanna be close to you.

Secret of my heart can you understand these parts,
Hidden far away, in a place I ran to, doesn't everyone,
In my heart I know that I must let our love grow,
I can't say why, I know that I must find a way to call our for my chance.

Can I tell the truth? No words came to my mind.
They escape from my lips to the clouds above,
Feeling in my heart, I can't hide, I can't hide anymore, Cause I love you,
I will be with you where ever you are can you feel my heart.

Can't I see you are in my heart but things may break apart,
Maybe one day it is difficult to say how long two hearts can beat as one,
But I know now all the same no change will come unless I play the game,
I just wanna say, I think I might be ready baby.

Can't you see you are in my dreams, I can't lose you baby,See!
Everytime we meet everytime we are near boy, gives all meaning to my life,
Baby don't get down, Someday, I will come around,
Secret of my heart, our future is forever....

from Detective Conan songs..

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Leting it goes...

2009-06-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

Truly is Enchanted

Exam finish today, I am free at last haha....Today was Chemisty Paper 1....And it was hermm ...not so i guess huhu...

Before exam me, Rafiah and Fairuz were talking about "ROMANTIC LYRICS AND POEMS" then suddenly i had an idea to do one haha....and it was my first try so here it goes...hahaha...

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First Love

Loving You make my heart doubt,
Could this feeling be true or just another crush,
Tears drop when You were gone,
Water still flows and days changes.

As seasons change to another,
My love was always there and never gone,
Can my feeling for you stop?
Or shall it grow more affection?

I try to give up day by days,
But somehow you make me fall for you more,
I try once more to say I hate you,
But my love for you is stronger than my hate towards you.

Why can't you see?
Why can't you understand?
People change and move on so can I.
You were the one I used to search but not anymore.

Love devasted me,
My feeling shall grow,
But one day it will stop,
So Baby bye-bye.

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2009-06-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

Nothing To Do issues

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Are you taken?
-Maybe yes and maybe Not XP

Do you like the way things are treating you now?
- NopE....

Define love.
- Warm .........but HATE IT.....

Who was your last ex?
- AdElEr-

What are you craving for now?
-Him to notice it... XD

What makes you hurt?
- Alone in this world....

What is/are your weird habit?
- I dont appreciate wat I hav.....

When was the last time you cried?
- YESTERDAY

Your favourite colour(s)?
- Black and Purple..

Which one do you prefer : eyes or lips?
- EYES ofcoz haha

have you ever feel being left out?
-A lot of tyms....

What are you afraid of?
- Rejections....

What do you feel now?
- ALONE.....

Your favourite football team?
- England

Do you still love your ex?
- Never Did......

Do you have a crush now? Who?
- YES.....only MY CLOSEST FREN KNOWS haha

Do you think someone like you now?
- .......NOPE.....dont think so......

Do you want children?
- I guess but not a lot haha

When do you wanna get married?
- after i hav a stable job.....

sunset or sunrise?
- sunset......aaaahhhh hahaha...

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BORED

2009-06-07T15:06:00.001+08:00

BUFADAY

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HAPPY BUFDAY to ABG SHARIL

His 20th birthday

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A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T

STUPID LIFE

2009-06-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Life does not go the way u plan,
Life does not go the way u want,
Can we change Our life?
Or Can people change us?

I keep thinking why I studied..and now I remember WHY?

1. Leave this family (ANO BAKA)
2. Get out of my parents especially my mom conquering me wat i want to be.
3. To say this to my MOM "ANYTHING U DREAM TO BE IS NOT FOOLISH"
4. Achieve my own dream.
5. RUN AWAY FROM HOME (Seriously living here is so much stress hate it)
6. TO open my own COMPANY.....

Why the hell did i forget all those...Life has always been misreable....Family is weird...Stupid Mom who doesn't know my feeling and a dad who doesn't care..Why the hell is it with them arrrgghh.... my mom who always winning my dad even if he did something wrong...Why is it....And my dad who had CURANG and had a GF ...wat the fuck is this family...ArE We EvEn CaLLed FAMILY??? Living here...Now I know why I don't wanna be here....STUDY HARD ..APPLIED FOR SCHOLARSHIP and MOVE AWAY....THAT GONNA BE MY GOAL TO ACHIEVE..THE FASTER THE BETTER...

Dammit......I HATE THIS FAMILY.....

From Venas to Vegas

2009-06-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hate overwhelmed me,
Feeling fool and dumbfounded,
What a foolish thing to do,
Damn I wish It wasn't real.

How long have I not blog...I felt like it has been years..

So wat was i doing this week..Owh we hav mid Year exam and damn that was hard...

I am not sure if i can keep my position still now haiz...so many problems this week...daammmit...

Well Me and RAFFY and FAIRUS were making our gang name and we make up MARAFAI....

FROM=

AMALINA RAFIAH FAIRUZ

Yeah yeah and we were playing after GEO test....We were drawing and lukisan-ing animes and lions hahaha apakan....

Our chem sir said lot of people made careless mistake in PAPER 2 (paluii ahhhh ...low markss ku)...

I though BIO paper was maybe okey-er more wah...(SORY FAI and RAFFY , aku banar rasa macam bio lagi sanang...dammit)

Maths was ok...I dont like to say easy...GEo was the most okey-ist..haha

Just now was PHYSIC and dammn i forget a lot of things so palui........because of that stupid yesterday talk...haizzz...

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A QUESTION
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If you were asked to choose either one of these,
which will you choose??

(i) to be in love?
(ii) to fall in love??
(iii)to be loved???

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ThAtS aLl FoR nOwS
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The Countless time

2009-05-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

Again and again...
I heard news good and worse...
Its hard to take but easy to flow..

Hermm....naturally, Its a bit weird this past few days...
I think I am beacaming very pemalas lately...
Exam is near but yet..I hav not been studying..haiz....I am scared but everytime I study somehow something cath my eyes and the next thing I knew I was playing my PS2 or was reading my comics than when I saw the clock it pass 11 or even midnight. damn...wats happening to me....haizz...gonna be a nerd now!!!...seriusly for MIRUL ....help me study!!! haha..since he called me a "nerd-wannabe". TALOR U! haha

This week was sad but not bad....Combined with happines and darkness....damn world of mine.

So hear we go our lates nick names for Fairus....

"FAIRUS HAING"
(Jgn marah Fairuz just main main je)

While Rafiah called herself

"RAFIAH HARUM"
(She called herself that tho haha)

No nicknames for me haha~

Fairwell Teacher

2009-05-16T14:08:00.000+08:00

We are gonna miss you,
Your smile, laughter and voice.
We were as empty bottle
waiting to be filled.

Herrmmm........that was odd...the poem i meant.

Teacher Faezah left us today. She is our teacher in practise and she ended today. Me and Fairus were very sad. I saw Fairuz and Tiqah crying. They were very emotional about it i guess.

WE ARE GONNA MISS U

This is wat me and my frens were doin , when they were no bio classes haha....

we were writing POEMs about TWILIGHT haha....

Made by: Me, Raffy and Fairus

This is how it goes; (SORRY IT IS IN MALAY MIX WIT ENGLISH =D)

Di Bawah flourocine light,
Kami melihat twilight.

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First Edward
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Oh Edward,
Kenapalah ko pale and white,
Sesungguhnya kau hanya keluar di waktu night,

Oh Edward,
Bila ko keluar waktu sunlgiht,
Ko akan mengelight,
Macam spot light

Oh Edward,
Kaulah twinkle-little light.

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Now Jasper
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Oh Jasper,
Kenapa kau selalu in pain,
Masa ku nampak ko arah rain,
Rasa kan tampar mua mu pakai lampin.

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Then Alice
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Oh Alice,
Kenapa ko nampak future?
Terasa ku macam kena torture,
Hilanglah Nature

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Jacob turnss
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Oh Jacob,
dengar nama mu rindu ku makan roti jacob,
Nasib baik aku nda kena tangkap oleh cop,
Masa aku kan me-rob

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Lastly Rosalie
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Oh Rosalie,
Ko cantik seperti bunga lily,
Macam memakai fair and lovely,
Mua mu licak seperti Jelly,
Tak tersangka kau seperti jumping belly.

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THE END
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My own Potion....

2009-05-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

The Jellionionation

Me, Rafiah and Fairus were making our own potion to complete the alphabetical order of chemistry.

So we found out "J" was missing so we make it JELLIONIONATION that one day if we found a new formula that is what we named it..

We also make up Spongebob theory and Jimmy Neutron theory..Ofcourse all was fake...

I am the mad scientist and Rafiah my crazy assistant and Fairus our personal night secretary (hahahaha apakan)

Teacher took the picture so i will update the picture next tym..

~IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION~

THE COUNSELOR TRAGEDY

2009-05-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

The nearest cliff was difficult to climb,
The deathless night deepen my wound,
The sorrowful day make me cry,
The shallow rate of dim was all i had.

Wat make the world spin. Wat make we move on.Wat make we forget the memories. What make me search?

Living a world full of hatred is crazy ..but living wit them just make it more insane.

Dream can change but why some remains?

Memories fade but some are clear.

Wat u do when people call u EGOIST when they do not even know u...

For Me...I will hate her till I die...thats my answer...What do u know about me..

Making this life miserable is easy..But making this life happy is hard.

My Quizes TRY it

2009-05-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

My Quizzes in Face Book try it haha..

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=149737&key=H1DA

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=151046&key=KFEG

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=458085&key=MCF4

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=578800&key=AS8I

For all my frenss....if u think u know me try the quizzes haha....

Wat a bad luck..yesterday for sure....wat am i saying ...haiz...

2009-04-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

Drawn By Raffy

Drawn By Me

Drawn By Raffy and below also Raffy =P

A Day witout U,
Is a day without Air.
A Day without friend,
Is a day without Water.

Today was like no ordinary day...Nah It was ordinary. What can happen to my stinky life ..haha..So as I and Rafiah were waiting for the teacher we spotted a very beautiful phrases and this is how it goes;

To realize the value of one year,
Ask a student who has failed his exam.

To realize the value of one month,
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week,
Ask an editor of weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one day,
Ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.

To realize the value of one hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute,
Ask a person who has missed a train.

To realize the value of one second,
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one Milli-second,
Ask a person who has won a silver medal at the Olympics.

As I read these i spotted the premature baby and i was herm..i am a premature baby and i am not sure any differences..My mom never said any differences..So I was still wondering.

Than We went for our physic class where the teacher tell us that we have to make a project. And my group we have to built a model of a solar energy. My group consist of Me, Afiqah,Amal and Adibah. All As..hahaha..

This is what we do when teacher was explaining.What Me and Rafiah were doing..Hey we were bored since it was in the afternoon.See the pictures..ABOVE

2009-04-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

Tag You Are It!! 4 Answerssss

OMG!! BFFs (My Cuz Rose or Jesse from Team Rocket) tagged me..so the tagging journey goes like below...

A) FOUR JOBS I WANT IN MY LIFE:
- Lawyer
- CEO of my own company
- Lecturer
- Engineer

B) FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AND OVER:
- Twilight
( I DONT CARE IF PEOPLE SAY IT SUCK!! Althought the book is more nicer but still i will watch it till i grow white hairs hahaha)
- Kaze no Stigma
- Harry Potter
- Finding Nemo =D

C) FOUR PLACES WHERE I HAVE LIVED:
- Brunei
- Brunei..
- Still Brunei..
- Batu Gajah (OPAH's COUNTRY TOWN)

D) FOUR TV SHOWS I LOVE TO WATCH:
- The Tudors
- Naruto
- Gossip Girls
- 90210

E) FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
- Hong Kong (I MIZZ Disney land)
- Perak (its visiting herm...i come here everyyear since i was born haiz)
- Melaka
- Redang

F) 4 WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:
- Mangatraders
- Facebook
- Onemanga
- Blogger (updating this frigging old blog of myn haha XP)

G) FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOOD
- Swizzling Japanese Tauhu
- Sushi Sushi
- Cheese cake
- Indo Mee hahahahaha

H) FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE AT RIGHT NOW:
- JAPAN!!
- JAPAN!!!
- JAPAN!!!
- PLEASE GOD I WANT TO GO TO JAPAN!!!

I) FOUR FRIENDS PEOPLE WHO I THINK WILL RESPOND:
- Mirul (my best budd)
- Syekah (daaaaa....!!!)
- my friendsss (anyone is okey)
-YOU

J) FOUR FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU WOULD LOVE TO MEET - DEAD OR ALIVE:
- Einstein
- YUI
- Super Junior
- Sir Issac Newton

K) FOUR THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
- Get As in all my report hahahaha
- Buy an IPHONE
- SCHOLARSHIP TO JAPAN!!!!!!!!Seriously I really want to go there!!
- Can have my own life!

A day without water

2009-04-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hope for the best,
Stop for a rest,
Feel it happen,
Feel it vein.

What a day today, I woke up at 11.00 AM. And I am still feeling sleepy. Haiz. I wanna go back to sleep. Suddenly a knocked on my door."WAKEY WAKEY" my mom said "Tak ade air nak mandi nie so tak payah lah YUL tution karang," with her Malaysian dielect. Even though she has lived in Brunei for more than 17 years , she still has her Malaysian dielect and in my life , I have never heard her using Brunei dielect.

I went downstair to take a bottle of water to brush my teeth with. Then I saw Tiger (my cat) chasing Tokyo (my cat) again.Tiger is so stupid ,he wanted to mate with Tokyo ,who is just 4 month old.What an perverted cat haiz.Luckily, I am not a cat.

Then I went upstair and on my laptop and also my tv. At first I was searching for Tagging notes. Since, I am bored waiting for the water to come (is that even the right words, water come??hermmm) Than my mom knocked again saying she will be out to buy us some food.I answered her simply saying "Yea yea buy me anything" (WAT SHE IS GOING OUT WITHOUG EVEN TAKING A BATH WOW SHE MUST USED A LOT OF PERFUME TO COVER THAT XD)

Then on 4 PM there is water. At last but the water was yellowish and full of dirt. ARGGHHH. I asked my mom to take bath first. I bathed the longest that day about more than 30 minutes since it was also hot. Because of u (WATER) I skipped tution and got nothing to do. Haiz.U waste my precious money paying tution.

AaAa

2009-04-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

Another Questions to Anwers

RANDOM:
[Relationship Status] - Single
[Parents still together] - yup ..luckily
[Siblings] - me only me...happy me....wild me...the only child..so 1
[Pets] - Tokyo,Rocky,Tiger,Hong Kong,London,Sydney,Azerbijan

FAVORITES:
[Color] - Purple,pink and red
[Number] - 1
[Animal] - lion
[Book] - perfect chemistry
[Flower] -Daisy..hehe

DO YOU:
[Have tattoos?] - yes...
[Cheat on tests?] - sort of...haha
[Like roller coasters?] - YUP YUP..Put ur hand up..and say WEEEE
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] -Yea..I want to live in JAPAN
[Like cleaning?] -.....never done one, I hav someone to do it for me...
[Own a cell phone?] - No..its cellphones haha

CURRENT:
[Current hair] -emo style dunno why ..cover one eye...browny
[Currently playing] - My nintendo Wii operatiing a patient haha
[Last movie you saw] - Hana Yori Dango
[Last thing you ate] - Kau Tie Yau (dunno the spelling)
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - like Alien??I want to meet one ....do u know any??
[Hate yourself?] - No !! I love myself..why should i hate my self??hahahaha
[Collect anything?] - hermmmm....mangas hahahaa...i got 700+ mangas
[Like your handwriting?] - YUP!!

LOVE:
[First crush] -his name is hermmm....forget oredi haha
[You believe in love at first sight?] - unbelievably YES
[You believe in "the one?"] - == not really...to be true ..I never believe in LOVE...there is no such thing as love..sorry mates

ARE YOU:
[Sarcastic] - Yes I am...DAaaa...arent u?
[Shy] - NoPe why should i be....hahahaha...never been shy always loud..
[Talkative] - At school no but at home....u hav to buy my remote to switch me off...

WOULD YOU RATHER:
[Pierce your nose or belly button?] - neither...did u know it will cause cancer...stupid
[Be serious or funny?] - FUNNY...serious no fun huhu...

ARE YOU:
[Simple or complicated?] - TOO COMPLICATED haha

ABOUT YOU:
[What time is it]- 6.25 PM
[Full Name] - Emily Yul Todoshido ^^

WHAT DO YOU WANT:
[Where do you want to live] -Japan
[How many kids do you want] - 1
[What kind of job do you want] - Either a lawyer/lecturer/bussines women
[Do you want to get married] -nooo hahah ofcourse YES

UNIQUE:
[Are you double jointed] - Yes..my finger can...haha
[Can you raise one eyebrow] - YEA...
[Can you cross your eyes] - YUP YUP...
[Do you make your bed daily] - NOP NOP..my maid do it for me...hehe^^

CLOTHES, ETC:
[Which shoe goes on first] - hermm sometymes left sometym right...
[Ever thrown one at someone] - YEa...
[How much money do you carry in your wallet] - why u wanna know??? BAKA

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
[Bought something] - ..........dont think so......
[Gotten sick] - NOPE....
[Sang] - YEA....lalalalallaa
[Felt stupid] - ..lalalalalalala....
[Missed someone] - lalallalalala.....sort of...
[Gotten drunk] - YES...I DRANK red wine again hahaa
[Gotten high] - ...lalalalalala....maybe i did...
[Danced crazy] - Naahh
[Gotten your hair cut] - still the same
[Watched cartoons] - YEA...
[Lied to someone] - ermm....

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT:
[Slept in your bed] -...........i forget the name hahahahaha
[Saw you cry] - .........my cat...
[Saw a movie with you] - MY Sweet Cuzs..Yana and Mamat

HAVE YOU EVER:
[Been to California] -NOPeeeyy...
[Been to Europe] -Dont think so..
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - Naahh..i love being a female...

HONESTLY:
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] - let me check ..wait....
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] - "WHERE IS MY FREN MIRUL AND MIRA"
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] - what am i doind ..honestly are u making me irritated...
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] - HONESTLY...aaaaaaa.....
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad Today?] - YES....HONESTLY ...u dont want to know
6. [Honestly, do you watch disney channel?] - YEAsss....
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] - NOPE...why should I???
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] - When I know who write this question and asked him/her...HONESTLY is he/she fucking retarded....
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] - Nope...i quit when i was 8 y/o.
10.[Honestly, what is your mood right now?] - Honestly ...I am high and i am down..
11.[Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] -== UUU!!!
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] - Honestly...U WANNA KNOW??!!??
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] - HONESTLY ..I HATE U!!!
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?] - Honestly!!! ITs not U!!!
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] - HONESTLY!! Maybe U like me ..that why u keep asking me question hahaha..

EVERYONE’S CONFESSIONS, X THE BOXES IF YES:
[x] I still watch cartoons on Saturdays.
[ ] I eat Froot Loops.
[ ] I go trick or treating.
[ ] I’ve taken a bubble bath in the last month.
[] I have water balloon fights with my friends
[x] I still believe in Santa
[] Mommy’s still the coolest person ever :)
[x] Sleep till noon.
[] I still pass out little Valentines day cards on Valentines Day.
[ ] The boy/girl that sits next to me is cute.
[x] I still drink apple juice.
[] There are monsters in my closet.
[] I can’t sleep with the lights off
[x] I can’t sleep with the lights on.
[] I still like piggy back rides.
[ ] Boys/girls still have cooties lols at that

A - AVAILABLE: == LOLZ
B - BEST FRIEND:..........
C - CUTE: I am so cute hahaha kidding my cat is...
D - DADS NAME: He@dlssxx
E - LAST PERSON OF OPPOSITE SEX YOU TALKED TO : My Antu Bro n Mirul
F - FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: ....too many...
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Neither...
H - HOMETOWN: Brunei...
I - INSTRUMENT: violin hehe
K - KIDS: ....aaaa.....eeee.....uuu.....
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: let see...hermm....
M - MILK FLAVOR: Chocolateoe
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: are u stupid..i told u ...i am the only child...
O - ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: MY CRAZINESS and BITCHYNESS and BRAINYNESS
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE: Owh My Goth!! U r screwed haha
R - REASON TO SMILE: I DID IT AGAIN...OPPPS!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Guilty ....
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: herm...i woke up 4 times a day hahaha
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB
W - WORST HABITS: i like to.....

****Everyone has their firsts…****
First real best friend: DO I HAV ONE RIGHT NOW???HERMMM hahhaa MIra !!
First Cellphone: nokia something ...
First pet: Rabbit
First piercing/tattoo?:Piercing ear and tattos on my........
First flight: FORM 3 worst even ....screwed that f*******ing sensei...i still hate that sensei...baka coucellor....making it worse...i hate u...thats the real reason i changed SCHOOL!! BCZ OF U SENSEI!!!

****Everyone has their lasts…****
Last person you hugged : Rumi-chan
Last time u cried: I never cry..i am too happy to cry haha....^^
Last thing you touched: --
Last time at the mall: hermm......
Last person you saw: my mom haha
Last thing you drank: REW WINES hahahha
Last time you have been truly happy: i never been truly happy hahaha...i am a girl wearing a mask....no one really know me...i am just plain happy ..hahahaha

TAG

Emberassoning

2009-04-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

Red as rose
Blue as ocean
Once it gone
Lost it forever...

At School ...As always go to school ..sit down...see my frens...greet them...Then We got an assembly for the walkathon ...(I HATE WALKATHON) after physics class...Our test was also given..i got 30/35 haiz...eventhough i did not study at all hahaa. then after assembly , Rafiah and I had to take back my things from Physic lab..so I was SINGING AND DANCING AROUND LIKE MONKEYS....

singing "LALALALALA sajuknya..HUHUHU sedapnya kat sini" than Rafiah answered, "Ada Cikgu karang oie"

But I kept jumping around and then bamp there was a teacher he was under the table...PALUI...he smiled at us and laughed...I was so embarrased ...than I said Sorry and run through the door...and Rafiah and I now laughed..and Rafiah said "PADAN MUA MU iaTAH"

Than at the classroom ...Our class teacher was giving out the walkathon cards ..and if lost the walkathon we hav to report it to the POLIS haiz...more troublesome...

ExpEriment

2009-04-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

"ExPeRiMenT"

Today at school, we got to do experiment in Chemistry Lab...and we were testing for Hydrogen and we were laughing wildly..hahahaha..Macam nda pernah vah haha...

then in the afternoon, we got Bio Practical on Enzyme....We did it with Liver and Potato Strip...And at first we dont even know wat will happen since we were doing it on our own...Then when i put dis liver in the test-tube containing hyroxide something bubbles were over-flowing out of the test-tube and everyone was looking and palui i though i mess it up..But then teacher told me that it no problem..that wat gonna happen..haiz...

Then Physic ..we got test on Measurement...I didn't even study a thing haiz..but then the test was quite okey lah haha...We were asked to construct a graph ...

INTERVIEW

2009-04-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

Gosh!!

Sky Deep.
Sky Sleep,
Feeling Blue
Felling you....

Today.....herm......We got PE today and was playing Netball..My first time playing NEtball and it was so fun..hahaha although we lost to 2-3 haiz.....

In the afternoon, I got an interview about the ASEP...the Singapore Exchange Student..And i met Mateen,Ajeerah,Hakim(C KUNING BRABIZ ..BERI MATI),and some new frens...

In the interview..the teacher asked me to describe myself...and my family my background...and wat i like to do..they even asked me if i know to dance..haiz...

Then at I went to my fav place to buy the Tudor season (WARNING KIDS UNDERAGE DONT WATCH) and Gossip Girl....

NO FUN ON SAT..hahahaha...EXCEPT c NIGEL AND FADLI punya matters kan menolong about c "S" hahahahaBergaduh tah kamu berdua...C Nigel keep offering but Fadli keep menolak ..kesian..hahaha....

Than at Night my cat went misssing haiz...I dunno where he went...

Biofacts

2009-04-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

[BIO-FACTS]

001. Real name →Nurul Amalina
002. Nickname(s)→ Yul,Rul,Rol,Amal,Lyna,Emil,Emily
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius
005. Male or female → Female laa
006. Elementary → PDS School
007. Middle School →PDS Secondary School and Sufri Secondary School
008. High School → STPRI
009. College School →Maktab Duli (KALI!!)
010. Hair color → Brownish and Blackish hahaha apakan
011. Long or short → Medium haha
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD..VERY LOUD..
013. Sweats or Jeans → I like BOTH
014. Phone or Camera →PHONES!
015. Health freak →Dont really care..
016. Drink or Smoke? → DRINK..RED WINES...hehe
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - YES...his name is....
018. Eat or Drink → U hav to hav both..STUPID QUESTION
019. Piercings → Use to hav...now no more
020. Tattoos → TEMPORARY TATTOOS

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → ..........
024. First best friend → ermmmmm
025. First award → Kindergarden or is it Nursery...
026. First crush → *EHEM EHEM*
027. First pet → CICI (MATI DAH..)
028. First big vacation → Hong Kong..Disney Land ...rindu ku eyhh...
030. First big birthday → .......antah.......

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating →NOPE
050. Drinking → Sort of...
052. I'm about to →watch THE TUDORS again...
053. Listening to → the aircon~ blowing hahaha
054. Plans for today → to do my add maths hw...
055. Waiting for →ADELER* =P

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → I want a KID not many kids *SORRY*
059. Want to get married? → Everyone want to get marry JERK
060. Careers in mind? → Lawyer, Lecturer,Scientist,Bussines Woman...

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → The Eyes...hahaha
070. Shorter or taller? →Taller daaa....
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic...hahaha...
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms....hahaha..maybe both
074. Sensitive or loud→ Loud..i like loud guyz hahaha..
075. Hook-up or relationship →ermm...hard to choose hahaha....I am so bad hahaha..
076. Trouble maker or hesitant →Trouble maker...more fun....

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope...I am very good in memorizing where i put my things haha
081. Ran away from home →I wanted to for fun..hahaha but than i dunno where to go...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → TOY GUN....
083. Killed somebody → .........I would be in jail or hanged if i did kill somebody...
084. Broke someone's heart? →hahahahahahahahaha dunnoo maybe....
085. Been arrested → noooooooo
087. Cried when someone died → YES....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → NO! I like to lie a lot...i dont even know who I am haha..
090. Miracles → YES!! I am very superstituos
091. Love at first sight → .....ermmm not really...
092. Heaven → Yes yes...
093. Santa Claus →I used to beleive in it...he lived in North Pole right??hahaha
094 Tooth Fairy → Nope...never did..
095. Kiss on the first date → hahahahahahahaha NO!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Not really....
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → NOPE...I feel misreable hahahaha....
099. Do you believe in God → OFcourse..

Weirdness srikes me

2009-04-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

Wat happen,
Something up,
Why am I angry?
Why did i behave like that..
My ego strikes again...

I dunno wat really happen tho..I feel weird suddenly...I never been like this to my frens...It is like my instinct suddenly just say "SOME NEWS THAT U WONT LIKE!"

At school....Wat did I do ..hermm..we got Bio more notes....MAths.....to many classwork lesst notes..how could a student understand such thing..when a teacher did not give any notes and straight-away asked her student to do the classwork...

English..Sir giving us overflowing classwork again...give us same rest here mate! ..
Then at Physics.....we do the vector and scaler ...angles here angle that...

And at Sat I got an interview for the exchange student..so everyone wish me luck....

THEY make me think so hard...

2009-04-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

Thinking isn't bad...
But thinking isn't that good too..
It make your life easy..
But also it make your life hard
(HAIZ...)

Today I got extra class till 4PM..so tired...since i cannot sleep yesterday...bcz of my mates make me think about the damn future...So I was thinking and thinking..until it was 2AM...god..I think too long...so now at school was half there and half asleep..my brain malfunction..

In Biology..I can;t concentrate and was yawning...Tcr wasn't scolding tho haha...Than class went by..later add maths..our teacher wasn't there...so one period free of teacher..HUURAYY!!..was talking nonsence...

After school , I got the Biology and Physic extra class after tuition...In biology..we were experimenting the affect of Osmosis....At first it WAS SO COOL then so boring since most of the class make careless mistkae and contaminated the sucrose water...haizz...

In Physic...we do our correction....for the rest of the afternoon ..haiz so troublesome la this teacher haha kidding..than before going home..iwas talking to Rafiah about a book..talking talking ..mengahibis kan masa ...

At, night....chatting wit my best mate...c Mira and Mirul....and than c Nigel...chatting...than when i chat with Nigel he got a very dark secret *EHEM EHEM* cannot tell i promise him hahaha....and than we were talking about types of guy i like..than he conclude stupidly...c Mira and Mirul sa tau..wat i mean..he said I like c * ....... and then will tell c ***..... tommorow...and then went offline...and i was like PALUI him.....

Than I chat back with Mirul,Mira, Yie Chynn and Ray...we ckp ckp...they ckp ckp about red wine(MYN RED WYN MINE ) hahaha and White wine (is there white wine?!?!) and tepung..hahaha...and Mirul cut his hand when he was making HOT DOG..sian....than I logg OFF thniking again..haiz all ur guyz faults niee...make me think too much haizz....!!!

OWh No!! HoMeWorK TriPLE

2009-04-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Feel the ashes!
Feel the flames!
See it coming.
See it gone.

Today...Wat good today...Herm..let see...I woke Up late..Feeling all sleepy....It was 11.20AM and wah still early..like helll it was..late...

The afternoon ..I was online and doing homework..mcm setai dapat..haha...Banyak kaliah Homework ku yg due lapas lapas alum siap haha..PALUI..Buat hw tu masih

then rehat....lait cerita....than online...than chat with Mirul...He said he is staying at his dad office ..menaman kan Daddy-nya....DUNNO WHY THOU!

Than chat chat sampai malam...than buat group chat wit Rey,Mirul,Chica,Mira, and Liong....talking about eww stuff and the future..so weird eyhh...especially c Rey..he talk all echhi stuff ...

Then at night...another group wit Zul,Mirul and Tcr...C Zul pulang yg menyibuk tanya cikgu ku soalan hahaha...But thanks to Zul bagi aku jawapan HW..SO ZULFADLI THANKSS =D!! hahaha

Than malam semalam nda dapat tidor..i guess i think too much...haiz...BCZ of them niee err..i think i slep at 2 AM ...shytt....NOW KAT SEKOLAH FEELING SLEEPY!!

My Chat wit MIRUL N MATEEN N ZuLFADLI N MIRA N SYEKAH

2009-04-11T19:27:00.001+08:00

Stop Wit Mr N already!!!!

Mirul

hahaha

6:28pmMirul

hey, ko pernah dgr lagu paparazzi by lady gaga???

6:30pmEmily

pernah

6:31pmMirul

it's going to be the next single after lovegame

lwa lagu nya???

6:31pmEmily

yea

lawa

6:32pmMirul

you already hear all the sings from her album???

songs*

6:32pmEmily

adiah ku yg mana satu lawa??

noope

6:32pmMirul

smua lah

6:33pmEmily

wawawa

6:33pmMirul

btw, mcm mana kn msuk gambar arh post

arh blog??

6:36pmMirul

hey????

6:37pmEmily

ada yg macam rupa gambar masa ko mau tulis
iatah d ssana

6:37pmMirul

thanks

aku buat sal lagu poker face ni arh blog ku

nda kn d buat bh

6:38pmEmily

suka ati lah haha

6:39pmMirul

hahaha

did nigel wrote another poem for u???

6:40pmEmily

noo

the other poem and phrases ..i made myself

i told u i'm an old laid back century girl

thats why i ws surprise someone like Nigel made Poems

6:41pmMirul

hahaha ok

brb

6:44pmEmily

ke amna?

*man

**mana

6:44pmMirul

nda

right here

6:45pmEmily

arrggh'

6:45pmMirul

hey, how did u get glitters on ur blog

6:46pmEmily

its just there

6:47pmMirul

owh

bisai

6:49pmMirul

i want music in my blog!!!!

6:51pmMirul

hey??? do u hear me

6:53pmEmily

hahaha suruh Syekah

she help mine

6:54pmMirul

hahaha ok

napa ia nda on9 ah???

6:55pmEmily

ada jua

rah msn

6:55pmMirul

hahaha

aku nda emailnya

and aku jarang on9 bh

7:00pmEmily

hahaha

ko nda pernah online pun

7:00pmMirul

lol

yeah

7:02pmMirul

how do u upload videos arh blog???

7:02pmEmily

atu i dunno

7:03pmMirul

hahaha, ask syekah if she knows

7:03pmEmily

she is offline

7:03pmMirul

shit

never mind

hahahaha

7:05pmEmily

hahaha

cian

why u want to upload video?

7:05pmMirul

i want to upload video poker face arh blog ku

boilh kh???

7:05pmEmily

hermm dunno

7:06pmMirul

haiz

7:08pmEmily

hahahaha ah I like Naoki-kun ahha

7:10pmEmily

Naoki kun akwai

*kawain

CUTE

i lop Naoki haha

7:11pmMirul

who's thata??

that*

7:12pmEmily

Naoki ..see my tomodachi pics

i like him

cute

haha

7:12pmMirul

ok jap ah

i can't see his face clearly

7:13pmEmily

hahhaa i know still he is so cute

7:17pmEmily

hahaha

7:17pmMirul

playgirl ko ni banar

7:18pmEmily

noo i'm not hahha

SYEKAH ONLINe

and i'm not a player

7:19pmMirul

hahaha, ia jua LOLz, ia jua naoki, ia jua the guy u broke up with, ia jua nigel~~~oops!!!

7:20pmEmily

EWW

I DONT LIKE NIGEL

NEVER DID

LOLZ is still my crush

Mirul is no longer online. The following was not sent:

but Naoki is just someone so cute haha (send as a message)

7:21pmMirul is online.

7:21pmMirul

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

then, why ia buat poem arh ko???

uhh

7:22pmEmily

read my status

who??

7:22pmMirul

already

7:23pmEmily

who make poem?

Nigel??only once waa

7:23pmMirul

why???

weird jua tu

7:23pmEmily

arrggghhh.....bcz he is weird

and acting like SARCASTIC

7:24pmMirul

he's trying to break the ice

yeah, he's a bit sarcastic

7:25pmEmily

hahahaha see he dont like me

7:25pmMirul

hahahaha

nda wah, but u r perfect for him, no offence

7:26pmEmily

MIRUL!!

I wanna say this

wat ur phone number??

pick up my call

okey

7:27pmMirul

88888888888

ahahahaha

nda wah

jgn marah

Mirul

SORRY

7:29pmEmily

its okey

hahaha fren forgive and forget haha

but not me

i'm gonna kill u

7:29pmMirul

hahaha ok

7:29pmEmily

wawawawawawawa

7:29pmMirul

TRY

...Later at night ...deep night haha, my mom was watching AF while me and my 4 MATES..(Mirul,Zulfadli,Mira and Syekah) was chatting and laughing wildly hahaha...aku pulang tu...we were drunk and innocent and drunk...

We were talking in different language...and talk about wines,beer,food,apa lagi..haha lupa dah..owh n AF ......

My Nightmare reveal again

2009-04-11T17:12:00.001+08:00

"Life is so unfair"

A Very famous quote that people like to use...U must have use it too...

Its true ..Life is so unfair...I set foot again to SUFRI...This school was my nightmare bcz of an unwanted events happen but also my favourite school since i was well-educated here ...I mizz the teacher and the students...I was no-one in my previous school but I was someone here...

Yesterday, My parents got called from one of the clerks..they said they wanted me to come for Prize Presentation..At first i don't want to come since someone beat me..WHo doesn't feel embarrassed when your junior beat you..So yea..

Than I saw her..the one who beat me..we were always friendly..I never hated her but I do envy her..How come she is so smart..The first time in my 2 years school here..I said someone smart..haha..I was always a bit cocky..so i never noticed anyone...but now i do...

than she was pointing at me and saying , "I MIZZ U" ofcourse i say "I mizz u too.." Or not people would say...I'm to selfish ...than i went into the hall..than the teacher scouted me to my seat..than i found my long lost ADIK NUMBER ZERO....(just her nick name) she was like marah-ing me and scolding me why i moved..i just answered my mom was to buzy and bla bla..

Than the VIP came and we sing the national anthem...than the ceremony start...I was nominated for Pelajar Terbaik and Pelajar Cemerlang....

Than we chit chat more more.....

We recalled our memory ..me,adik ku yg ke kosong and alsom Miss First President(the girl who got 8As)..hahaha.but still we had a great time..

Than after all the awards...we were forced to take pictures while parents go to the conference room to have tea...

Later Me and Mizzy...went to form 4sci1...I met Syekah..than 4sci3 and meet Ziemah,DK,Haifaa,Bat,Amal,Azira,Fatyn..Dk was happy but was crying ...I dunno why..and Haifaa was hugging me..and that was a surprise..haha..I though she hate me..and DK was glaring at her..hahaha I guess they still are not back...haha..and than Ziemah started to Cry and went back to her seat..I went inside 4sci3 trying to cheer her up..I am so sory I can't be long..than Izzati was calling and i had to go..although i make so much noise than i spotted Mira...i wanted to go to her and met her..but her teacher who was teaching at that time was glaring at me saying"NO NO GET AWAY U R DISTURBING" haiz..SORY MIRA really am sorry...

Than after that I went back home.....

New Secrets...New Outcomers

2009-04-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

A journey start,
A new life is formed,
A joke is set,
A new world is found.

So yea....me and my frenz..We finally met again haha...Ziemah was crying ...i really missed u to..and Haifa hug me haha..and Dk also cried..but ofcourse I was too but I won't show...haha...

I went back to Sufri..to take my present...for PMB award and Class award..But still I was very dissapointed to my self...Than very stupid thing happen...One of my award was missing..I called my mom and was scolding her..my dad was too...because it went missing after we stop at my mom's workplace haha...but than we found it under my dad's seat haha...my dad was so scared ..since he was too scolding my mom..fiercely and now he gonna scold back...(SORRY MOM)

LAter, at home..my dad said..no need to go for bebates since no one gonna antar me or maybe my dad just malas to pick up haha...PEMALAS...so now stuck at home...

Owh yea before that ...yesterday i chat wit my Cuz..back Malaysia....Cik "R" hahaha..just gelaran ...she got herself a new bf congrets although she keep denying saying "WE ARE STILL FRENS" yea yea watever cuz..still u were dating haha....

Hahaha..today...i stuck at my house...still stuck....AND MATEEN WANT ME TO UPDATE THIS ...since HE want his name here too..MATEEN ..(my best-shy mate) ..i dont think so..since we had a weird chat before hahahah..and thats so weird haha....then when i met him ..he go shy again haha...MATEEN!!! HAPPY!! AKU TYPE NAH NAMA MU!!!Since u like green so much ur name will be in green haha XP...

I dunoo...wat happen but i feel my heart shattered ...haha...FOR MORE NEXT TYM!!

BEFORE that I want to share u about my result in PALM READING haha:

Your index finger is short. This makes you a dependable team player. A position of command is not for you. But you do have a keen eye for detail. You can be impulsive; not all your moves are quite rational. Look out! Stress could get the better of you. Your index finger being longer than your ring finger points to you being realistic but aggressive at the same time. Yet, you are not able to stand your ground at times. Your sense of judgement is finely balanced. Your middle finger being longer than the adjoining fingers in length signifies an even view towards life. You are extremely organised; seldom ever do you 'come apart' in any situation. You seem to have all stages of your life worked out to the last detail, and possess an unbiased and sagacious personality. You evaluate and analyse all your actions towards achieving your goals in life and get there through sheer dedication and will power. The top of your ring finger is in level with the base of the fingernail of your middle finger. You are a sweet talker and can seduce most people and bend them to your will. But this style may have only short-lived results! Since your little finger is set lower than your other fingers, you encumber and impede your own life. The pursuit of goals seems unimportant to you and hence you make no effort to reach out. Your little finger reaches above the first flexure line (joint) of your ring finger. You have the gift of the gab and can talk endlessly - all you need is a listening partner.

you have a vigorous hand. Dynamism, power, leadership and zest characterise your personality. Highly energised and enthusiastic, you hold out even during tough times. But remember not to overdo this. Your decision-making is swift and on-the-spot most of the times. Versatility is thy other name. You are also romantic, but with a generous dash of challenge thrown in.

You have a fairly short lifeline. You will have to exercise extra care between the ages of 30 and 40. Avoid taking any unnecessary risks. You are a spiritual minded person and you work hard to attain oneness and harmony with nature. You possess determination and boundless energy. There is very little you cannot achieve if you set your mind to it.

Your head line touches your line of life. You are an extremely conservative person. All innovation is deplorable; you stick resolutely to what you learned during your 'growing up' years. Make sure you don't offend or suffocate others with your fixed ways. Your headline ends in a fork. You contemplate deeply before executing plans. This trait is usually inherent in lawyers and authors. Your headline is medium straight. You are a highly rational individual. You are thought oriented and never act before thinking it through.

You are a completely transparent person. You have no inhibitions in sharing your innermost feelings with others. You are mature and non-judgemental, accepting people just as they are. A fast-paced life is not or you.

Being a resourceful individual, you are realistic and sensible, and endeavour to adopt an objective approach to all your decisions and ideas. Inventions motivate you.

My Hilarius Break-Up

2009-04-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

Life Goes On,
People Move On,
We are just human,
Folowing what we beleive..

So today...I woke up at 10.30 and was still sleepy...haiz...wat can i say..i love sleeping..PEACE YO!.I went to take a bathe..and than online in fb..GUESS wat....change status and bla bla

Well..sudenly who else yg greet me early my day... MIRUL (HAHAHA MY FAMOUS MATE) and then SYEKAH (MY LOST FRENS-MATE..haha)

Than was chatting and chatting..and Mirul keep saying ..i think about Mr."N" and I dunno why ..and he always compared Mr'N' with My LoLz (CRUSH) ..haiz....and keep saying a good kareshi* ....

JUst now after tuiton ... I was very active..i guess today the day again...when my active swith goes on...I was so busy talking that this..and i also met my fren from PDS...C Dal and Connie...MIZZZ U GUYZZ

Tadi Balik..haiz...thunder was flashing..as i wanted a break up season wit some dude ..i barely know...yea...i dont even know him yet ..be his *GF* ewwwww...I keep saying i dont know u..and i was drunk when i say YES...YEah maybe i was drunk haha....VERY DRUNK!! haha

NOW I'm Still updating my blog.....

My New Fav Book List

2009-04-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

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Twilight Saga

Perfect Chemistry

House of Night Series

The Immortals Series

Vampire Kisses

Boys that bite

Blue Blood Series

Sloppy First

The Mediator Series

The Where-are-you Series

The Confession of Georgia Nicolson

The Vampire Diaries

The Secret Circle

How to catch a Pirate

The Mob Princess Series

There you go..all of these are awesome..Try reading it..r gonna suck into the book..haha =D

THE FIGHT!! and .....my most wonderful memory

2009-04-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

THE FIGHT!

So last night the fight happened..wit me and Mr.N...He said it was all misunderstanding and i still don't get him thou...

Than I wrote on my status "WHY IS THAT MIDDLE AGE PERSON IS AN Arschloch!!!! His letter start with "N"...AND F.Y.I....U r freaking GAY!!"..and I asked most of my fren to click Like on it...and goes on....suddenly Mr.N type at his status

"is not guilty of calling emily 'L', i not am guilty of indirectly calling emily 'L'. It is all a misunderstanding!"

than the i asked ..what the hell is wrong wit u..u dont even know me yet callling me a lesbian is to over..and he though i was a guy at first haiz...than i wanted to cry..even though my head was exploding..

Than he said sory it was all a misunderstanding .than i told i got source u said i was a lesbian..isnt tha mean...and almost tear falling ...so weird ..i never cry before haiz..

Later the apologise happen..he keep saying sorry and made a poem..and although the poem is weird ..i just laugh haha..it goes

"You are not a lesbian,
I am not gay
You are not a amphibian
I am not a blue jay.."

and thats very weird but still i laugh haha....than he keep saying about his background ..where his half chinese and half taiwan...but still chinese jua tuu haha...

Than i chat with Syekah and Mirul...my two best mate ....Syekah help me to decorate my blog...while Mirul was giving me his shoulder of words hahaha...

than when i was chatting wit my best boy crush ahha let name him "LOLz" ..he said he keep his *ehem*ehem* (only Mirul and Syekah know wat) hahaha..for me..and be his first haha..palui usulny...still that make me like him more haha...

mmmmm

see u next tym for from me!!

A Story to Seek!!!

2009-04-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

Seeking it!

Wat u got to deserved ur self?
Wat u got to make u proud?
How do u do it?
How do u seek it?
What make u happy?
Do something in world make u happy?
But will it last?

DoomsDay

2009-04-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

DooMsdaY

"Is it that good to feel right??
Is it that nice to feel good??
Don't Answer it I know the answer already!!!"

Today..so it's today huh.I got my report..back...well not exactly today tho...Yesterday i was absent from school ..bla bla..to long to write...short answer stomachache...I always had unique disease that i will always catch every year..STOMACHACHE !!

So today...It was break time that suddenly my friend ..She congrats u got number one...at first i didn't believe since my marks was very low...well I'm lucky ..i guess...and again that question come..the one i hate the most...
HOW DID U STUDY" WOW U R SO SMART" I'm a jerk believe me..i don't study..i guess I'm just what people called PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY or just PLAIN GIFTED (YEA RIGHT!!)

"My life is so easy to guessed...plain book..write and read....my head is just like an opened book.."

and someone was pissed of me geetting number 1..jerk..study pulang jgn marah..i guessed that happen everytime...I wanna say thanks to all my teacher..U are the one that make me achieved this...

So when I reached home..My parents were again asking what did u got for ur test..my position...and i said "try guessing"..than my mom ..unbeleivable said that she think i got top 3( Well fair enough) than my dad interupted and said i got TOP 6 (WHAT THE HELL WRONG WITH U, ofcourse i said that in my head) ..then i whispered to them .saying" ...ergg...I guess i did it again ...I think i got number one..hermmm..".Than my mom goes..."HUH.Really??..But u didnt study at all.."with a surprise tone...in my head i go (JERK..I'm plain SMART wawawa `KIDDING)

I reached home and opened my facebook and chat wit ONE OF MY BEST BUDDY, Mirul..and he said .Mr Pervert aka Middle Age Man c "N" (BUKAN NAMA SEBENAR) said that i was a LESBO...to Mateen..and i was like wat the fucked wrong wit him..and I changed my status like an angry mop..and now fighting ...DUEL ON BASTARD!!

Than Mr.N..(BUKAN NAMA SEBENAR) said Sory and sory..and make me cry..a bit..haha so i forgive him a bit haha....And Mirul keep saying wanna make a blog..haha make a blog than MIRUL haha....and now i'm bored!!

SEE U AGAIN...Join me wit Ey's Life Twinkss