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Sun still shine on top like any normal days,
We still take our normal ritual,
But what happen when something disturb the pace,
What will happen to the following minutes,
WILL EVERYTHING CHANGES?

So not the day to the my post...My grades have drop critically, and somehow everyone keep asking why...especially my head..the bottommost part of my head has sink to the ground shut...I am not making any sane anymore since .. I have the feeling of

GUILTY
SADNESS
SORROW
LUST
AMBITIOUS
EXTRAORDINARY
FEAR
SELFISHNESS

this last few weeks. These feelings have taken most part of my head. The truth that i have craved for...i have learned what i should not..i have known what i should not beleive .. but i wanted to know everything more.. Known a world that no mortal should enter..

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Starting to write a new plot again..hermm ...

A FICTION STORY

Lace & Lust
(Chapter 1 : Our Meeting,Our Memories and Our Missing)

I was walking in the snow going home from the shrine. It was a long walk and the cold breeze making me shiver. Suddenly, I spotted an USAGI (RABBIT). I went to its place trying to cactch it but it ran away. I chased it then something scary hairy looking creature came from behind the usagi and caught it. I was so scared that I ran as fast as I could!! The creatures was following me!!

"ARGHHH!!!" I shouted waking up from my nightmare. That dream has hunted me for years. That place, the path and the sorrowful night. How I wish I could forget everything happen that day. I looked at the time and it was exactly 10! Damn, I am gonna be late for the press.

My manager was downstar waiting for me in her BMW 5 series car. Annoyingly, it was suppose to be myn. But because I hav no LICENCE she used it.ARGH! I am going to take a break from the show-biz for a while. I wanted to be normal again, have a normal life, a normal friends and if I am lucky enough to even get a steady relationship!

We have arrived to Wentz Hotel. As soon as I arrive everyone was doing the make up and picking my dress. Before the conference starts. As soon as it start I have to become someone else, in other words to act my ways.

"Miss Riss what are you hoping for this BREAK?" the reported asked me.

"Well, I am just hoping to clean my name for the time being and lived far away, where no one knwos me, if that place exist." I answered him. While some people were laughing. As if my name is know known world-wide..if not world wide at least in ASIA."After all the gossip has turned sour and disappear then I may come back." I continued.

"What were you thinking about the scandal that you sleep with your co-acter?" an muchy fat reporter said.

"YEAAH!!! We have pictures you come out from his room!" Another reporter persueed.Others followed giving others details about that damn gossip.OWh hear we go again..!!!

"PEOPLE QUIET" my manager suddenly break the argumeent.

Then I finally answered with my pride and dignity, "I was not sleeping with him, I was going to his room for practise. We were practise overnight. I am an underage and sleeping with someone who is almost ten years older then me is agains the law. I have my own laws too that is keeping my pride. ANd my pride is mine not to be crash nor smash!" while smilling to the reported. So what I sleep with the co-actor, this is modern PEOPLE!! Who cares about saving it for marriage.BAKA.

After the conference had ended. I went back to my apartment to pick my things and ready to take the midnight train. My manager planned it so no one would know where we are going. To make matter interesting, I, myself do not know where we are going.

We go to the station then I noticed the destination was at Yonzoi, my old village, that scary memory.

"NOO" I shouted. "I dont want to go there. That place give me creeps"

"That the only place we can go. It is ur old village. Chop-chop, the train is leaving. We have to hurry!" My manager reply.

I stomped my feet and said "I am not GOING!". But she gripped my hand really hard and dragged me into the train. DAMN!! SHE IS STRONG. I remember I swear not to go back to this village. Painfull memory are going to me again as i flashed back what happen at that time.

TO BE CONTINUED!

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CHARACTER

Rissete "Risa" Yamagi, 16
- Our main CHARACTER
- Very egoist and charasmatic
- Mix blood so not ur typical next door. EXTREMELY CUTE and PRETTY!!
- A Gravure model,actress and singer (A complete celebrity progidy)She can do almsot everything. >.<

Hiro yamada
-Our main male character
-Playful and attractive
-But very mysterius
- pervert sensei
-Teaches History