Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Just some random note that caught my eyes

Tick and give a reason(why and when)

[X]
gotten detention = In Primary school....I hated studying that time wa..so always never hand in my hw XD

[]gotten your phone taken away in class = I hide my phone very well hahaha XP

[]gotten suspended = I am good girl :D

[X]gotten caught chewing gum = I think it was on Ugama subjects...the teacher was so boring and hello we had to go to school during holiday...this happen in form 1 tho haha.

[]gotten caught cheating on a test = I don't cheat, I have a brain OK haha..cheating is so not cool.

Total : 2

[]arrived late to class more than 5 times = I always arrived early..

[x]didn’t do homework over 5 times = When I was primary school yeah..hey a kid need to play....its the most relaxing time of ur childhood memories....XD

[]turned at least 3 projects in late = I liked projects always done it first..

[X]missed school cause u felt like it = Herm..since no belajar why need to go...always done that a lot of times hahahaha....

[X]laughed out so loud you got told of = We were making different noises at that time and this classmate of myn make a very weird noise...damn i can still hear it echoing in my ears haha...

Total : 5

[]got your mum/dad/anyone to get you out of school = ........wat do u mean? Dont get this question , when i am in trouble or wat?

[]texted people during class = never done this before haha...i will try doing it next time then haha

[x]passed notes = Who never done this?? O.O Every students must hav atleast done this once!

[x]threw stuff across the room = We were fighting making paper plane and paper stars than we throw it to eachother. It was the War of Papers (apakan)..Done this Primary School.

[x]laughed at the teacher = Wat did she do again owh yeah, she fell down then said "SHIT"...but the teacher was very sporting no harm done...

Total : 8

[]pulled down the fire alarm/fire extinguisher = I never did this but I know someone who did this hahaha..apakan...

[x]went on myspace,facebook,xanga,etc on the computer at school = Hahaha....Sir said OKEY mahhh..

[x]took pictures during school hours = BORING that time so just took pictures...Further Information No teacher WAAA!!

[]called someone during school hours = NOO wayyyy........haha...

[x]listened to an ipod,cd,etc...during class = During add maths lessons....haha....EXTRA CLASS waaa....

Total : 11

[]threw something at the teacher = I would never do that...too mean..

[x]went ouside the classroom without permission = My friends shouted "SNAKES" everyone ran outside ..but there were no snakes...someone put a long-snake-alike rubber doll (ANTAM)

[X]break the dress code
= Boring Uniform just add some colours XD

[x]failed a class = I failed my Ugama in form 1 .. I got 30% over hundred ..damn..hahaha

[x]ate food during class = Sometimes haha...u hav to fill ur stomach laaa!

total : 15

[X]gotten a call from school = asked me to attend the prize presentation hehehe

[X]couldn't go on a field trip cause u behave badly = the teacher choose someone else bcz I didnt hand my HW (SEKADAR ATU WAHHH)

[x]didn't take your stuff to school = I forgot to bring my pencil box a lot of tyms haha

[X]gotten a detention and didn't go = My parents picked me up haha...so...went home haha ..happened in PRIMARY SCHOOL!!

[x]stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking = She was cursing us saying we are bunch of stupid students just because we were in the fourth class HELLO didnt she notice i beat the FIRST class result..wat an arse hole!

[x]cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear = the teacher heard but she laugh haha We were guesing a game..she said did u know wat the guy was wearing than I said "FUCK U" than all the class laugh..but the answer was correct..My teacher said "YES"..hahaha and laughed..

total : 21

[X]faked your parents signature = was in a hurry, i forgot to asked my dad to sign it waa..

[x]slept in class = It was free lesson noting to do..so I sleep haha..

[]cursed at a teacher to their face = I hav manners haha...

[x]copied homework = I am still doing that till now hahaha..

total : 24

MULTIPLY BY THREE:
=72%

"WOW I screwed 72% of my life in school hahaha..."

Wishing everytime at 7:23 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Phone

A New Hand phone


My father said He is gonna buy me a new handphone, but I don't know what to choose. He asked me to choose either N97 and IPhone 3G. But I like both of them.




N97


Apple IPhone 3G


Today, I always felt dizzy, I guess its because of the flu-season. Both My cats, Tokio and Ajj, got the flu. I guess I got it from Tokio since she sleep wit me every night. F.Y.I I am scared to sleep alone so I sleep wit my cat, Tokio XD.

Just Now, Luckily Mamat got to confessed his love to U-Know-Who, but that U-Know-Who computer was lagged so still in recoveration for another sitcom of their love story.APAKAN.

Tomorow I am off to Bangkok... So see you guyz...I AM GONNA MIZZ U SO MUCH..

I wont forget to buy u souviners laaa!! SO be happy......




Wishing everytime at 8:16 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Wayang-ing



Blood: the last vampire

Going to the empire, well , How do i start this.

At first I was hoping to see Mira there but since kita tidak takdir di jumpa so yeah haha. Lain bunyinya. It was Fadli idea to watched it haha..We just go along wit it.. He booked the tickets but I am the one who paid them.

At first, We almost cancel the plan because something mischevious came up. Initially there were four of us watching (me, Fadli, Mamat and Yana) but then because of mishap now they are five adding my little niece,KAKA.

We sat at ROW N...Atas kali wah..haha...and we were the first to came. We make a lot of noises in there and treat the cinema like ours. haha. Setai kami wah. Then when other people came in there this person setai marah nya kami haizz...OWH yeah i forget to add...THIS IS BECAUSE OF MIRUL MSG-ing ME...I was replying his msg while walking to the toilet...as i was walking i realised I ACCIDENTLY went in to the MAN toilet..Why the hell didnt YANA and KAKA shout or atleast tell me. But luckyly there were no one inside the toilet...hahaha..

The Movie was great since it is from Japan's Anime ..Sorry I am an ANIME FREAK (WHO CARES) . A lot of wicked scene. The first few minutes already surprised me..haiz..damn..But still I dont get the ending How Saya stuck into another dimensional.

After the show end, We hang out at the POP CORN cafe (I dunno wat to call it so yeah), haha then c Fadli told us to go home at about 9.30 PM. So we just chit chat there. Then I think we were searching for Empire Chocolate . I never knew it existed , if Fadli didn't tell us. So we went out.

Tapi Kaka c Fadli sudah ada and masa atu alum jam 9.30 PM haiz haha. So we had to say good bye to Fadli and his sister and her boyfren (ada kah bf nya masa atu??). While waiting for my dad to pick up. Mamat was making this weird stunts and realy if he did fall down or CUAI seriously I DUNNO U MAMAT!! haha.He even act like he was a monk infront of the gate. I still dunno How U Like Him!!(U KNOW WHO U ARE) hahahaha..

Later, when my dad arrived we dine in arah WYWY restaurant before sending KAKA home. We reached home around 11 PM.


P/S: For the person who like MAMAT, C Fadli tahu ko suka c Mamat. Hahahaha...sory..My mouth slipped.

P/S/S (is there such thing?): Mamat was searching for you non-stop!!! And boy was he sad when he knew u already went to the MALL!!!


This was the poem written from the person who like Mamat (SHE KILL ME IF I WROTE HER NAME)

I cannot beleive that love would come to me,
At this young age,
I decided to let it flow easily,
Like a bird to fly freely from it's cage.

I do not choose a person from his look,
Or even from his appearance or style,
As I write my story in my diary book,
I realised my heart can be easily fragile.

I devoted my likeness to someone.
Quite heartily and sincerely,
So that all could understand and see,
That my likeness goes to Shafiei only.


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THE END
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Wishing everytime at 8:16 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Fried English Day

The World is Black,
But not that dark,
The world is White,
But not that pure.

Life is uneasy. People hates you. But you don't know why. Strange things keep occurring without giving detail at first and just go as it wish.

Friday, 12th June

I had to go to tuition after taking a long break because of my mid-year. So, for 3 weeks missing damn I miss my teacher and my tuition-mates. Coming in the class everything was fine until c L came....She suddenly was in a bad mood..and was not happy to see me..As I was a freak...For god sake what the hell did i to to her.

After that, the other two boys came. I sat with my two friends c B and M like always. While c L sat wit the boys. As class start Mrs. "" was teaching summary. Suddenly, she asked c L to sit with me but then c L rejected. So I was getting hints.

Later that day, C M told me that after I have been long gone c L has always been alone..Now that I was here she was mad because.....Than teacher came so she cannot continue what she wanted to say...DAMMIT...What happen when I was gone.

C L started to mimicking me everything i said in class..Until I became really annoyed..What an ARSEHOLE...I had a very bad afternoon because of her.I wish she go away.ARRGHH change class or watever....

A Poem for HER
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Dark as witch,
Clear as water,
We once a friend,
But now a foe.
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Wishing everytime at 1:40 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

POEMS


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Friendship Poems

Was the world this dark?
Was the world this white?
Was it full with devils?
Was it full wit angels?

Feeling alone being alone,
It did not make me bored
Nor did it make me happy,
I had all I wanted and nothing more.

But why do i feel i am missing something,
But what is it?
What is missing?
Was it you?

Do I need someone to care?
Do I need someone to notice?
Friendship is wonderful,
But will it last?

Befriending them was nice,
I feel thrilled to learn new thing,
But they used me
So I cursed them back and never did I want them.

I hate them till now i still does,
Try to trusted someone but the feeling of scared was still there,
So I went back to my own hide-out,
Waiting to be rescued.

I feel pain and dark,
I did not care,
Then an angel shining came,
Why is it here? What does it want?

The start of a new beginning,
The end of the past,
The welcoming of new light,
That will always shine.


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Life was boring but not anymore.....Hahaha....wit friendship.....U last long..A person cannot live by himself he may died.....everyone need someone.....

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SECRET OF MY HEART


Starlit the night above the roof tops,
I sit and think, What words could show you how I feel?
Our happy times were they real? So I wonder.

Shooting star falls as if to tell a happy end,
Will come because your by my side always a smile,
But all the while, there's still one thing inside, that I cannot tell you.

Secret of my heart, When can I ever start?
Never any doubt, knowing how someday I'll say I love you,
It will shine on though, my love will shine out true.
Give a little time, I'm looking for a sign,
You know I'm waiting for a chance.

So quite now, winds whisper true to me,
I feel a need, to scream out loud these things I feel,
Celebrate this love I can't reveal I can't show you.

So here we are, together once again you seem to walk,
This little distance from my side your face its seems so sad,
I wonder what you hide I wanna be close to you.

Secret of my heart can you understand these parts,
Hidden far away, in a place I ran to, doesn't everyone,
In my heart I know that I must let our love grow,
I can't say why, I know that I must find a way to call our for my chance.

Can I tell the truth? No words came to my mind.
They escape from my lips to the clouds above,
Feeling in my heart, I can't hide, I can't hide anymore, Cause I love you,
I will be with you where ever you are can you feel my heart.


Can't I see you are in my heart but things may break apart,
Maybe one day it is difficult to say how long two hearts can beat as one,
But I know now all the same no change will come unless I play the game,
I just wanna say, I think I might be ready baby.

Can't you see you are in my dreams, I can't lose you baby,See!
Everytime we meet everytime we are near boy, gives all meaning to my life,
Baby don't get down, Someday, I will come around,
Secret of my heart, our future is forever....


from Detective Conan songs..

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Wishing everytime at 11:24 AM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Leting it goes...

Truly is Enchanted

Exam finish today, I am free at last haha....Today was Chemisty Paper 1....And it was hermm ...not so i guess huhu...

Before exam me, Rafiah and Fairuz were talking about "ROMANTIC LYRICS AND POEMS" then suddenly i had an idea to do one haha....and it was my first try so here it goes...hahaha...


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First Love

Loving You make my heart doubt,
Could this feeling be true or just another crush,
Tears drop when You were gone,
Water still flows and days changes.

As seasons change to another,
My love was always there and never gone,
Can my feeling for you stop?
Or shall it grow more affection?

I try to give up day by days,
But somehow you make me fall for you more,
I try once more to say I hate you,
But my love for you is stronger than my hate towards you.

Why can't you see?
Why can't you understand?
People change and move on so can I.
You were the one I used to search but not anymore.

Love devasted me,
My feeling shall grow,
But one day it will stop,
So Baby bye-bye.


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Wishing everytime at 1:25 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Nothing To Do issues

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Are you taken?
-Maybe yes and maybe Not XP

Do you like the way things are treating you now?
- NopE....

Define love.
- Warm .........but HATE IT.....

Who was your last ex?
- AdElEr-

What are you craving for now?
-Him to notice it... XD

What makes you hurt?
- Alone in this world....

What is/are your weird habit?
- I dont appreciate wat I hav.....

When was the last time you cried?
- YESTERDAY

Your favourite colour(s)?
- Black and Purple..

Which one do you prefer : eyes or lips?
- EYES ofcoz haha

have you ever feel being left out?
-A lot of tyms....

What are you afraid of?
- Rejections....

What do you feel now?
- ALONE.....

Your favourite football team?
- England

Do you still love your ex?
- Never Did......

Do you have a crush now? Who?
- YES.....only MY CLOSEST FREN KNOWS haha

Do you think someone like you now?
- .......NOPE.....dont think so......

Do you want children?
- I guess but not a lot haha

When do you wanna get married?
- after i hav a stable job.....

sunset or sunrise?
- sunset......aaaahhhh hahaha...


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Wishing everytime at 6:38 PM

BORED

BUFADAY

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HAPPY BUFDAY to ABG SHARIL

His 20th birthday

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A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T

Wishing everytime at 3:06 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

STUPID LIFE

Life does not go the way u plan,
Life does not go the way u want,
Can we change Our life?
Or Can people change us?


I keep thinking why I studied..and now I remember WHY?

1. Leave this family (ANO BAKA)
2. Get out of my parents especially my mom conquering me wat i want to be.
3. To say this to my MOM "ANYTHING U DREAM TO BE IS NOT FOOLISH"
4. Achieve my own dream.
5. RUN AWAY FROM HOME (Seriously living here is so much stress hate it)
6. TO open my own COMPANY.....

Why the hell did i forget all those...Life has always been misreable....Family is weird...Stupid Mom who doesn't know my feeling and a dad who doesn't care..Why the hell is it with them arrrgghh.... my mom who always winning my dad even if he did something wrong...Why is it....And my dad who had CURANG and had a GF ...wat the fuck is this family...ArE We EvEn CaLLed FAMILY??? Living here...Now I know why I don't wanna be here....STUDY HARD ..APPLIED FOR SCHOLARSHIP and MOVE AWAY....THAT GONNA BE MY GOAL TO ACHIEVE..THE FASTER THE BETTER...


Dammit......I HATE THIS FAMILY.....
Wishing everytime at 10:03 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

From Venas to Vegas



Hate overwhelmed me,
Feeling fool and dumbfounded,
What a foolish thing to do,
Damn I wish It wasn't real.



How long have I not blog...I felt like it has been years..

So wat was i doing this week..Owh we hav mid Year exam and damn that was hard...

I am not sure if i can keep my position still now haiz...so many problems this week...daammmit...

Well Me and RAFFY and FAIRUS were making our gang name and we make up MARAFAI....

FROM=

A
MALINA RAFIAH FAIRUZ

Yeah yeah and we were playing after GEO test....We were drawing and lukisan-ing animes and lions hahaha apakan....

Our chem sir said lot of people made careless mistake in PAPER 2 (paluii ahhhh ...low markss ku)...

I though BIO paper was maybe okey-er more wah...(SORY FAI and RAFFY , aku banar rasa macam bio lagi sanang...dammit)

Maths was ok...I dont like to say easy...GEo was the most okey-ist..haha

Just now was PHYSIC and dammn i forget a lot of things so palui........because of that stupid yesterday talk...haizzz...

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A QUESTION
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If you were asked to choose either one of these,
which will you choose??

(i) to be in love?
(ii) to fall in love??
(iii)to be loved???

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ThAtS aLl FoR nOwS
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Wishing everytime at 2:32 PM